The silent listener bent his head, and the surgeon mused on his
passionate memory. At last the Master whispered in a low voice that
hardly reached into the night:
"Did you make her happy?"
The surgeon did not answer the question at once.
"Did you make her happy?" the old man demanded again, and his voice
trembled this time with such intensity that his companion looked at him
wonderingly. And in those dark eyes of the Master's he read something
that made him shrink away. Then for the third time the old man demanded
sternly:
"Tell me--did you make her happy?"
It was the voice of one who had a right to know, and the surgeon
whispered back slowly:
"Happy? No, my God! Perhaps at first, in the struggle, a little. But
afterward there was too much--too many things. It went, the inspiration
and the love. I broke her heart--she left me! That--that is _my_
Reason!"
"It _is_ the Reason! For you took all, all--you let her give all, and
you gave her--what?"
"Nothing--she died."
"I know--she died."
The Master had risen, and with folded arms faced his guest, a pitying
look in his eyes. The surgeon covered his face with his hands, and after
a long time said:
"So you knew this?"
"Yes, I knew!"
"And knowing you let me come here. You took me into your house, you
healed me, you gave me back my life!"
And the Master replied with a firm voice:
"I knew, and I gave you back your life." In a little while he explained
more softly: "You and I are no longer young men who feel hotly and
settle such a matter with hate. We cannot quarrel now for the possession
of a woman.... She chose: remember that!... It was twenty-six years this
September. We have lived our lives, you and I; we have lived out our
lives, the good and the evil. Why should we now for the second time add
passion to sorrow?"
"And yet knowing all you took me in!"
"Yes!" the old man cried almost proudly. "And I have made you again
what you once were.... What _she_ loved as you," he added to himself, "a
man full of Power."
Then they were speechless in face of the fact: the one had taken all and
the sweet love turned to acid in his heart, and the other had lost and
the bitter turned to sweet! When a long time had passed the surgeon
spoke timidly:
"It might have been so different for her with you! You loved her--more."
There was the light of a compassionate smile on the Master's lips as he
replied:
"Yes, I loved her, too."
"And it changed things--for you!"
"It changed things. There might have been my St. Jerome's--my fame also.
Instead, I came here with my boys. And here I shall die, please God."
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