The Memoirs of a Failure: with an Account of the Man and His Manuscript — John Shaqi
The Memoirs of a Failure: with an Account of the Man and His ManuscriptKittredge, Daniel Wright
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The Memoirs of a Failure: with an Account of the Man and His Manuscript
Kittredge, Daniel Wright
Failure (Psychology) -- Fiction; Harvard University -- Fiction; University of Virginia -- Fiction
It was only the postman who said that he had a registered letter for
me. I signed its receipt, and sat down on my trunk to read it. The
handwriting was unfamiliar. I am going to give a copy of its entire
contents in order that my position in this matter be made perfectly
plain. Secondly, my part is to explain my own connection with the
subject of this biography, and thereby to account for its publication.
I have before my eyes this letter:
“San Diego, California,
June 22.
My Dear Sir:
In the piece of tissue paper which is folded within this letter
you will find a little silver key. It opens the lock of a wooden
safe which I am forwarding this day to your care.
I am about to ask a favor of you, if I may, as I know of no one
else of whom I might make the request concerning which I am now
to write you. I have no near relatives, so far as I know; may I
therefore take the liberty of forcing you to be my friend, because
I want some one to know what became of me.
This little wooden safe contains a book of my private papers. Now
I enclose to your order a postal draft for forty dollars, which
will pay for keeping this box in some safe-deposit vault for a
period of six years. If you do not hear from me on or before the
twenty-second day of June of that sixth year from the present you
may conclude that I shall have ceased to live. I am confident
that if I am ever able to return again to civilization it will be
within that period. If not, it will mean that I am gone beyond the
hope of return, and in that event, these papers become yours to do
with them what you will. I put aside ideas of the future as best
I can, and allow myself to be carried along by destiny.
Do not infer from the fact that I wish these documents placed in
a vault that I consider them valuable. Such is far from the case.
I want merely to be sure that in the event that you should die,
they would fall into no other’s hand in case I might return. To be
frank, they are scribblings descriptive of personal sensations and
remembrances during a long period of time, that is all.
In after years, if I do not return, read these papers, providing
you have nothing better to do. May their record awaken within you
some apprehension of a similar fate had I given you the receipt
for the strong sangaree which you drank at my room in Cambridge on
one occasion, when I must have been an object of suspicion to you.
Its maker, Sandy, my old body-servant, sails with me today. I may
yet overcome myself; but if not, this, then, is my good-bye to you.
W. W. Dunlevy.”
The next morning an express package arrived, and I carried it, box and
all, into Boston to a banking house on State Street, where I placed it
in their charge, together with the forty dollars for its six years’
safe-keeping.
DUNLEVY: HIS MANUSCRIPT.
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