The Memoirs of a Failure: with an Account of the Man and His ManuscriptKittredge, Daniel Wright
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The Memoirs of a Failure: with an Account of the Man and His Manuscript
Kittredge, Daniel Wright
Failure (Psychology) -- Fiction; Harvard University -- Fiction; University of Virginia -- Fiction
And now lastly, I want to make the ethics of my position in this matter
clear. I did not think for an instant that I had any right to give
even a few of these papers to the public. It was to me a breach of
trust. However, after more than a year of bickering with my conscience,
I have reasoned myself out of that position. Perhaps the very words
of Dunlevy’s letter, “these papers become yours to do with them what
you will,” showed that he had an idea of their publication. I doubt
that, though I must confess that he makes occasional allusions in
the writings themselves which would tend toward that opinion. What
prevailed upon me in the end was their value, for value I felt they
had. Whether they would excite general interest was no concern of
mine. If they are of value, why then I feel that I have no exclusive
right to them. I wish it distinctly understood that I do not publish
them as possessing literary merit, but as writings which will help
to depict the character of a man who had had unusual potentialities,
and wasted them as a result of the incidents and habits of his early
life. These fragments have but one real value--the portrayal of a man
bordering upon insanity, fighting to maintain his balance in the midst
of bitterness, and struggling to prove to himself that he had reasons
for becoming a dissipated wreck. We look about us and we see many
really brilliant men who go down to self defeat. Why is this? We do not
know. But Dunlevy’s fragments are descriptive of the mental condition
of one amongst them. It is due him to add that he is conscious of his
own shortcomings, for he himself gives these papers their title. To
sum up, it is as if his book were a diary of visions, without days or
dates or places, having no connections, no continuity, no coherence,
no unity--except for being the work of one author, that morbidly
sensitive, disappointed, solitary pessimist, William Wirt Dunlevy.
It may be said of my introduction that I have erected a large portico
to a small dwelling. That may be; but it was once the spiritual abode
of a lonely man.
The specimens that I am about to give are taken at random; for I repeat
that his writings in their original form had no evident arrangement.
In Dunlevy’s book they are merely separated by the end of a leaf or a
blank in the page. Nothing connects them but the fact that they were
written in one volume by one man. The Roman numerals which I have
placed on the successive blank pages are to indicate, therefore, that
there was a break in his manuscript. The following is the first in his
book.
The Memoirs of a Failure
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