“You don’t understand. She’s in love with Strickland.”
“What!” I was startled at this, but the idea had no sooner taken
possession of me than I saw it was absurd. “How can you be so silly?
You don’t mean to say you’re jealous of Strickland?” I almost laughed.
“You know very well that she can’t bear the sight of him.”
“You don’t understand,” he moaned.
“You’re an hysterical ass,” I said a little impatiently. “Let me give
you a whisky-and-soda, and you’ll feel better.”
I supposed that for some reason or other—and Heaven knows what
ingenuity men exercise to torment themselves—Dirk had got it into his
head that his wife cared for Strickland, and with his genius for
blundering he might quite well have offended her so that, to anger him,
perhaps, she had taken pains to foster his suspicion.
“Look here,” I said, “let’s go back to your studio. If you’ve made a
fool of yourself you must eat humble pie. Your wife doesn’t strike me
as the sort of woman to bear malice.”
“How can I go back to the studio?” he said wearily. “They’re there.
I’ve left it to them.”
“Then it’s not your wife who’s left you; it’s you who’ve left your
wife.”
“For God’s sake don’t talk to me like that.”
Still I could not take him seriously. I did not for a moment believe
what he had told me. But he was in very real distress.
“Well, you’ve come here to talk to me about it. You’d better tell me
the whole story.”
“This afternoon I couldn’t stand it any more. I went to Strickland and
told him I thought he was quite well enough to go back to his own
place. I wanted the studio myself.”
“No one but Strickland would have needed telling,” I said. “What did he
say?”
“He laughed a little; you know how he laughs, not as though he were
amused, but as though you were a damned fool, and said he’d go at once.
He began to put his things together. You remember I fetched from his
room what I thought he needed, and he asked Blanche for a piece of
paper and some string to make a parcel.”
Stroeve stopped, gasping, and I thought he was going to faint. This was
not at all the story I had expected him to tell me.
“She was very pale, but she brought the paper and the string. He didn’t
say anything. He made the parcel and he whistled a tune. He took no
notice of either of us. His eyes had an ironic smile in them. My heart
was like lead. I was afraid something was going to happen, and I wished
I hadn’t spoken. He looked round for his hat. Then she spoke:
“‘I’m going with Strickland, Dirk,’ she said. ‘I can’t live with you
any more.’
“I tried to speak, but the words wouldn’t come. Strickland didn’t say
anything. He went on whistling as though it had nothing to do with
him.”
Stroeve stopped again and mopped his face. I kept quite still. I
believed him now, and I was astounded. But all the same I could not
understand.
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