China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
Even as she thought this the man came to the door drawing his garments
about himself, yawning aloud and scratching his head. She said,
speaking aloud her thought, “When you carry that load of rice straw in
to sell do you go to that medicine shop that is by the Water Gate, and
ask for a balm or some stuff for such sore eyes as these.”
But the man was sour with sleep still and he answered pettishly, “And
why should we use our scanty money for sore eyes when she can never die
of it? I had sore eyes when I was a child, and my father never spent
his money on me, though I was his only son who lived, too.”
The mother, perceiving it was an ill time to speak, said no more, and
she went and poured his water out. But she was somewhat angry too, and
she would not give it to him but set it down on the table where he
must reach for it. Nevertheless, she said nothing and for the time she
put the matter from her. It was true that many children had sore eyes
and they grew well as childhood passed, even as the man had, so that
although his eyes were scarred somewhat about the lids as one could see
who looked him full in the face, still he could see well enough if the
thing were not too fine. It was not as though he was a scholar and had
to peer at a book for his living.
Suddenly the old woman stirred and called out feebly, and the mother
fetched a bowl of hot water and took it to her to sup before she rose,
and the old woman supped it loudly, and belched up the evil winds from
her inner emptiness and moaned a little with her age that made her weak
in the morning.
The mother went back into the kitchen then and set about the morning
food, and the children sat close together upon the ground waiting,
huddled in the chill of the early morning. The boy rose at last and
went to where his mother fed the fire, but the girl sat on alone.
Suddenly the sun burst over the eastern hill and the light streamed in
great bright rays over the land and these rays struck upon the child’s
eyes so that she closed them quickly. Once she would have cried out,
but now she only drew her breath in hard as even a grown person might
have done and sat still, her red eyelids pressed close together, nor
did she move until she felt her mother push against her a bowl of food.
* * * * *
Yes, it is true that all days were the same for the mother, but she
never felt them dull and she was well content with the round of the
days. If any had asked her she would have made those bright black eyes
of hers wide and said, “But the land changes from seedtime to harvest
and there is the reaping of the harvest from our own land and the
paying of the grain to the landlord from that land we rent, and there
are the holidays of the festivals and of the new year, yes and even the
children change and grow and I am busy bearing more, and to me there is
naught but change, and change enough to make me work from dawn to dark,
I swear.”
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