China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
Now in the darkness the boy nuzzled against her, fumbling at her
breast. She let him suckle, lying in warm drowsiness. Her breast was
dry, but it was soft and gave remembered comfort to the child. Soon it
would be full again. Beyond the boy the girl lay, screwing her eyes
tightly shut, rubbing at their incessant itching as she fell asleep.
Even after she slept she tore at her eyes, not knowing what she did.
But soon they all slept. Heavily and deeply they all slept, and if the
dog barked in the night they all slept on except the mother, for to
them these were the sounds of the night. Only the mother woke to listen
and take heed and if she needed not to rise, she slept again, too.
II
Is there one day different from another under heaven for a mother? In
the morning the mother woke and rose before dawn, and while the others
still slept she opened the door and let out the fowls and the pig and
led the water buffalo into the dooryard, and she swept up what filth
they had dropped in the night and put it upon the pile at a corner of
the dooryard. While the others still lay she went into the kitchen and
lit the fire and made water hot for the man and for the old woman to
drink when they woke, and some she poured into a wooden basin to cool a
little, so that she might wash the girl’s eyes.
Every morning the girl’s eyes were sealed fast shut and she could
not see at all until they were washed. At first the child had been
frightened and so was the mother, but the old grandmother piped, “So
was I when I was a child, and I never died of it!”
Now they were used to it and they knew it meant nothing except that
children could be so and not die of it. Scarcely had the mother poured
the water before the children came, the boy leading the girl by the
hand. They had crept up silently and not waking the man, fearing his
anger, for with all his merry ways when he was minded to be merry, the
man could be angry and cuff them furiously if he were waked before his
sleep was ended. The two stood silently at the door and the boy winked
his eyes with sleep and stared at his mother and yawned, but the little
girl stood patiently waiting, her eyes sealed fast shut.
Then the mother rose quickly and taking the gray towel that hung upon a
wooden peg driven into the wall she dipped the end of it into the basin
and slowly wiped the girl’s eyes. The child whimpered soundlessly and
only with her breath, and the mother thought to herself as she thought
every morning, “Well and I must see to the balm for this child’s eyes.
Some time or other I must see to it. If I do not forget it when that
next load of rice straw is sold I will tell him to go to a medicine
shop--there is one there by the gate to the right and down a small
street--”
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