China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
The babe began to fret suddenly and without knowing what she did she
opened her bosom to him. The two children came in, the girl whimpering
and rubbing her eyes, and the old woman came in leaning on her staff
and saying over and over, “I do wonder where is my son. Daughter, did
my son say where he was? A very strange thing where my son is gone--”
Then the mother rose and said, “He will be back tomorrow, doubtless,
old mother. Lie you down now and sleep. He will be back tomorrow.”
The old mother listened and echoed, comforted, “Oh, aye, back tomorrow
doubtless,” and went to her pallet, feeling through the dim room.
Then the mother led the two children into the dooryard and washed them
as her wont was on a summer’s night before they slept, and she poured a
gourdful of water over each of them, rubbing their smooth brown flesh
clean with her palm as she poured. But she did not hear what they
said, nor did she heed the girl’s moaning of her eyes. Only when they
went to the bed and the boy cried, astonished that his father was not
come, “And where does my father sleep, then?”--only then did the mother
answer out of her daze, “Doubtless in the town, for he will come home
tomorrow or in a day or so,” and she added in sudden anger, “Doubtless
when that bit of money is gone he will be home again,” and she added
again and most bitterly, “And that new blue robe will be filthy and
ready for me to wash already, doubtless!”
And she was somehow glad she could be angry at him, and she held her
anger, clinging to it, because it made him seem more near, and she
clung to it while she led in the beast and barred the door against the
night and she muttered, “I dare swear I shall be just asleep when he
comes pounding at the door, even tonight!”
But in the dark night, in the still, hot night, in the silence of the
closed room, her anger went out of her and she was afraid. If he did
not come back what would she do, a lone woman and young?... The bed
was enormous, empty. She need take no care tonight, she might spread
her arms and legs out as she would. He was gone. Suddenly there fell
upon her the hottest longing for that man of hers. These six years
she had lain against him. Angry she might be with him in the day, but
at night she was near to him again and she forgot his idle ways and
his childishness. She remembered now how good and fair he was to look
upon, not coarse in the mouth and foul of breath as most men are, but a
very fair young man to see, and his teeth as white as rice. So she lay
longing for him, and all her anger was gone out of her and only longing
left.
When the morning came she rose weary with her sleeplessness, and again
she could be hard. When she rose and he did not come and she had turned
the beasts out and fed the children and the old woman, she hardened
herself and over and over she muttered half aloud, “He will come when
his money is gone--very well I know he will come then!”
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