China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
When the boy stared at the emptiness of the bed and when he asked
astonished, “Where is my father still?” she replied sharply and in a
sudden loud voice, “I say he is away a day or two, and if any asks you
on the street you are to say he is away a day or so.”
Nevertheless on that day when the children were off to play here and
there she did not go to the fields. No, she set her stool so that
she could see through the short single street of the hamlet if any
came that way, and while she made answer somehow to the old mother’s
prattling she thought to herself that the blue robe was so clear a blue
she could see it a long way off and she set herself to spinning, and
with every twist she gave to the spindle she looked secretly down the
road. And she counted over in her mind the money he had taken and how
many days it might last, and it seemed to her it could not last more
than six or seven days, except he had those nimble lucky fingers of his
to game with and so he might make more and stay a little longer, too,
before he must come back. Times there were as the morning wore on when
she thought she could not bear the old mother’s prattling voice any
more, but she bore it still for the hope of seeing the man come home
perhaps.
When the children wandered home at noon hungry and the boy spied the
cabbage bowl set aside for his father and asked for some, she would
not let him have it. She cuffed him soundly when he asked again and she
answered loudly, “No, it is for your father. If he comes home tonight
he will be hungry and want it all for himself.”
The long still summer’s afternoon wore on, and he did not come, and the
sun set in its old way, heavy and full of golden light, and the valley
was filled with the light for a little while, and the night came and it
was deep and dark and now she refused no more. She set the bowl before
the children and she said, “Eat what you will, for it will spoil if it
is left until another day, and who knows--” and she dipped up some of
the sweet and sour sauce and gave it to the old woman saying, “Eat it,
and I will make fresh if he comes tomorrow.”
“Will he come tomorrow then?” the old woman asked, and the mother
answered sombrely, “Aye, tomorrow perhaps.”
That night she laid herself down most sorrowful and afraid upon her bed
and this night she said openly to her own heart that none knew if he
would ever come back again.
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