China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
Yes, she was so sure by now he would come that she even set her
scissors in that cloth and she cut it slowly and with pains and care
and she made a coat and trousers of the good stuff and padded them
evenly and quilted them, and so she finished the garments to the last
button she made of bits of cloth twisted hard and sewed fast. Then she
put the garments away against his coming, and to all of them it seemed
the garments brought the man more nearly home again.
* * * * *
But the day dawned and he did not come. No, all day long they sat in
their clean clothes, the children clean and frightened lest they soil
themselves, and the old woman careful not to spill her food upon her
lap, and the mother made herself to smile steadfastly all through the
day, and she told them all, “It is still day yet, and he may yet come
in the day.” There came those to the door who had been good fellows
with her man and they came to wish him well if he were come, and she
pressed tea on them and the little cakes and when they asked she said,
“Truly he may come today, but it may be his master cannot spare him
days enough to come so far, and I hear his master loves him well and
leans on him.”
And when the next day the women came she said this also and she smiled
and seemed at ease and said, “Since he is not come, there will come
word soon, I swear, and tell me why,” and then she spoke of other
things.
So the days passed and she talked easily and the children and the old
woman believed what she said, trusting her in everything.
But in the nights, in the dark nights, she wept silently and most
bitterly. Partly she wept because he was gone, but sometimes she wept,
too, because she was so put to shame, and sometimes she wept because
she was a lone woman and life seemed too hard for her with these four
leaning on her.
One day when she sat thinking of her weeping it came to her that at
least she could spare herself the shame. Yes, when she thought of the
money she had spent for his new garments and he did not come, and of
the cakes she had made and of the incense burned to pray for him, and
he did not come, and when she thought of the gossip’s sly looks and
all her whispered hints and the wondering doubtful looks of even her
good cousin, when time passed and still the man did not come, then it
seemed to her she must spare herself the shame.
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