China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
So she made haste to get out of the field then, too proud to stay, and
the mother was torn between these two, her son and the poor half blind
girl, and she felt the hearts of both, the lad’s heart weary with
labor too bitter for his age, and the girl’s too patient with her pain,
and she said sighing, as the girl went away, “It is true, poor thing,
you are very little use, nor even can you sew with those eyes as they
are. But go you home and sweep the floor and set the food ready and
light the fire. Such things you do well enough. Watch the little one
and see he does not fall in the pond, for he is the boldest, wilfulest
of you all, and pour a little tea sometimes for the old one. There your
duty is and you are help to me there. And when I have a little time I
will go and seek a balm of some kind for your eyes.”
So she comforted the girl, but the girl was little comfort to her,
sitting silent hour after hour and wiping her wet aching lids, and
smiling in her fixed and patient way. And looking at her sometimes
and hearing her lad’s angers and seeing the younger one’s eagerness
to be away at play, the mother wondered bitterly how it could be that
when they were babes they were so fair and pleasant to her, and now no
comfort.
Yes, oftentimes in the evening this mother looked across the way to her
cousin’s house and envied it most sorely. There was the good and honest
husband, a plain and earth-soiled man, not clean and pretty as her man
had been, but still well enough and going to his daily work and coming
home to be fed and to sleep as men should, and there were his children
he begot regularly and well, and there the mother sat, easy and merry
and well content with her last babe upon her knees, a shallow merry
soul and her mouth always open and her tongue clacking, but kindly
and a good neighbor. Often she ran to share some bit of meat with the
mother, or gave the children a handful of fruit, or a little paper
flower she made for the girl to thrust into her hair. It was a good,
full, contented house, and the mother envied it, and in her the longing
grew, deep and sullen and unsatisfied.
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