China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
Then the agent laughed and looked at the mother as though to laugh
kindly with her over this lad of hers, and the woman could not but
smile, and she handed him a bowl of tea she had poured out in common
courtesy as to any passing guest. And being so near his laughing eyes
she could not but look into them, and there was that great, greedy,
starving heart of hers showing in her own eyes without her knowledge
that it did. The man stared at her and scented her heat and he turned
hot and grave and when he took the bowl he touched his hand to hers as
though not knowing her hand was there. But the woman felt the touch and
caught its meaning in her blood like flame.
Then she turned herself away shamed and would not hear what her own
heart said. No, she busied herself with the grain and while she did it
she grew suddenly afraid of her own self and she said to the lad in a
low voice, “Run to our cousin and ask him to come hither and help me,”
and to her heart she said, to still its wildness, “If he is here--if
our good cousin is here--”
But the lad was proud and wilful and he argued, “I am here, mother, and
I will help you. What other do you need? See, I am here!”
Then the agent laughed loudly and slapped his thick thigh and he took
secret advantage of the innocent lad and he cried, “So you are, my
lad, and true enough your mother needs no other man!”
Then the lad grew the more bold being so encouraged and when his mother
said again, half faintly, “It would be better if our cousin were here,”
the boy caught the faintness and he cried, “No, I will not call him,
mother! I am man enough!” and he took up the scales and strutted to
fill the measure with the grain and the woman laughed uneasily and let
him be, and the truth was there was something in her, too, that pulled
at her to let him be.
When the grain was measured out and she had made a measure full again
to give the agent for himself, that agent put it from him in a lordly
way and he smoothed his long straight upper lip and looking ardently
into the woman’s face--for who was there save these children and that
old woman nodding in her sleep under the eaves by the door?--he said,
“No, I will not have it! You are a lone woman now and your man gone
from home and all this is your own labor. I will take no more of it
than my landlord must have, or blame me if he does not. I will take no
fee from you, goodwife.”
Then was the woman suddenly afraid in the midst of the sweet sick heat
that was upon her and she grew confused and pressed the fee upon him.
But he would not have it. He pushed the measure away, his hand on hers
while he did, and at last when he took the measure from her he poured
the grain back into the basket where she kept it stored, and he would
not have it.
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