China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
Nor had she strength to beg him any more. Under this man’s smooth
face and smiling ways, under that gray costly robe of his, there was
some strange and secret force that poured out of him into the shining
autumn sun and clung to her and licked about her like a tongue of
fire. She fell silent then and hung her head like any maid and when he
poured the grain back and bowed and went his way, laughing and bowing
and smoothing his long lip where there was no hair, she could not say
a word. She stood there in silence, her bare brown feet thrust into
broken shoes, one hand twisting the corner of her patched cotton coat.
When he was gone she lifted her head and looked after him and at that
same instant he turned and caught her look and bowed and laughed again.
Yet, in such a way he went, and afterwards she wished a thousand times
she had not looked after him like that and yet she could not help it
when she did it. Then the boy cried out gladly, “A good man, mother,
not to take his fee! I never heard of such a good agent not to take his
fee!” And when she went into the kitchen silently, half in a dream with
what had passed, he following crying at her, “Is he not a good man,
mother, who wanted nothing for himself?” And when still she answered
nothing he cried peevishly, “Mother--mother!”
Then the mother started suddenly and she answered in strange haste,
“Oh--aye, son--” and the lad prattled on, “So good a man, mother--you
see, he would take nothing from you at all, knowing how you are poor
now that my father is gone.”
But the mother stood still of a sudden, the lid of the cauldron lifted
and still in her hand. She stared at the boy fixedly and her heart
echoed strangely, shamed and yet filled with that sick sweet fever,
“Did he want nothing of me?” Though to the lad she answered nothing.
* * * * *
Nor could the man forget the woman’s heat. For this excuse and that he
came back to the hamlet and now it was to make sure of some account
which he thought he had written wrong, and now it was to complain that
such a one had given a measure short and the landlord was angry with
him. Most often of all he went to the cousin’s house, which stood near
the woman’s, and he went to see of this and that, and now he brought
some new seed of a kind of cotton that was held very fine in other
parts or he brought a man with him carrying a load of lime or some such
thing to make the fields more fertile, and the cousin was dazed with
so much coming. At first he was afraid the agent had some evil purpose
toward him and then he grew anxious when nothing came out for him to
see, and he said to his wife, “It must be he has some very deep and
evil purpose if it is so long leaking out of him,” and he watched the
man anxiously and sat and stared at him, yet impatient, too, to be at
his work again that waited for him, and yet afraid to be lacking in
courtesy to one who could do him evil if he would.
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