China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
“I know as well as ever. Do you think I can forget?” the woman said.
So she emptied her heart clean.
* * * * *
But how can any heart live empty? On a day soon after this she went
into the city to change again her bit of paper, for these days she did
not trouble her cousin often, having learned to be alone, and when she
had the ten pieces in her hand she turned to go and there a man stood
by the door upon the street, and he stood smiling and smoothing his
upper lip, and it was the landlord’s agent.
Not since the late autumn had he seen her close as this, and there was
none near who knew them and so he stared at her boldly and smiling and
he said, “What do you here, goodwife?”
“I did but change a bit of money--” she broke off here, for she had
been about to say on, “that my man sent me,” but the words stuck in her
throat somehow and she did not utter them.
“And what then?” he asked her, his lids lifted and his eyes pressing
her.
She drooped her head and strove to speak as commonly she did, and she
said, “I thought to go and buy a silver pin, or one washed with silver,
to hold my hair. The one I had grew thin from long use and broke
yesterday.”
It was true her pin to hold her hair had so broken, and she said the
truth before she knew it, and turned to go away, ashamed even before
people who did not know her to be seen speaking to a man upon a town
street, and he was a man somewhat notable in his looks, and being
taller than most men and his face very square and pale, so that people
were already looking at them curiously as they passed.
But the man followed behind her. She knew he followed behind her as she
went soberly and modestly down the way and she was afraid not to do
what she had said she would, and so she went to a small silver shop she
knew and stood at the silversmith’s counter and asked to see his pins
of brass, washed with silver. And while she waited she toyed a moment
with some silver earrings that were there and suddenly the agent came
up while she toyed and he pretended he did not know her and he said to
the silversmith, “How much are these earrings?”
Then the silversmith said, “I will weigh them to see how much silver
is there, and then will I sell them to you honestly and fairly by what
they weigh.”
And the silversmith let the pin wait a while, seeing this man was clad
in silk and a better purchaser, doubtless, than this countrywoman in
her blue cotton coat. So the woman could only stand and turn her head
away from those bold secret eyes and the man stood indolently waiting
as the silversmith put the rings upon the little scales.
“Two ounces and a half,” the silversmith said in a loud voice. Then
lowering his voice he added coaxingly, “But if you buy the earrings for
your good lady, then why not add a pair of rings? Here are two to match
the earrings, and it will all be a fine gift, suited to any woman’s
heart.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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