China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
But neither cousin nor cousin’s wife saw how the secret eyes of the
agent went sliding under his lids toward the woman across the way,
and how if she were not there upon her threshold, he stayed but a
little while, and how if she were there he sat on and on, facing her,
and often he cried in loud and false good nature, “No, good fellow, I
have no errand other than this. I am but a common man, too, and I like
nothing better than to sit in an honest man’s dooryard and feel the
autumn sun upon me.” But all the while he stared across the way where
the woman sat spinning or sewing.
Now this was the season when the land was sinking into quiescence for
the winter. The wheat was planted in the dry earth and waiting for a
rain to sprout it, and the mother took a little leisure and sat in her
doorway and mended the winter garments and made new shoes, for the
girl’s sight was not enough for this, and never would be. She sat there
in the full sun for warmth, half listening to the old woman’s talk and
what her children had to say to her, and half dreaming, and her lips
were tranquil and her skin warm and golden brown with the sun and her
hair shiny black with health and newly combed now she had the time
to do it every day, and these days she looked younger than she was,
although she was yet not thirty and five years old.
Well she knew that man sat there across the few feet of roadway but she
would not look up and sometimes when she felt his look press her too
hard she rose and went into the house and stayed there until she had
seen him go. But she knew why he came and she knew he looked at her for
a cause, and she could not forget him.
All through that winter she could not forget him somehow. At last it
grew too cold for him to come even for his purpose. When the snow fell
and when the winds came down bitter and dry out of the northwest, she
might have forgotten him. But she did not.
Once more the new year came and she went into the town as she did every
year and sold some grain and changed her silver into paper and she went
and sought a different letter writer, and once more she had the letter
written as though the man sent it, and once more the hamlet heard the
news and knew she had the money from her man.
But this time their fresh envy and all their talk and praise put
nothing in the woman’s empty heart. Not even pride could comfort her
this time. She listened to the letter read, her face quiet and cold,
and she took it home and that night she put it in the oven with the
burning grass. Then she went to the table in the room where there was a
small drawer and after a while she opened it and brought out the three
letters there, for so long had the man been gone now, and she took them
also to the fire and laid them on the flames. The lad saw it, and he
cried out astounded,
“Do you burn my father’s letters then?”
“Aye,” the mother answered, cold as death, her eyes on the quick flames.
“But how will we know where he is, then?” the lad wailed.
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