"'The next day, on visiting my intended bride, I was received with a
reserve I could not account for; thinking, however, some occurrence,
unconnected with me, might have occasioned a dissatisfaction as apparent
as unusual, I concealed my observation of it; but, in the evening, on
repeating my visit, her coldness had so far increased, that I could no
longer refrain from asking an explanation: and was answered, by an
accusation of an illicit connexion with the woman I had the preceding
evening conducted to the auberge. My surprise at this unexpected charge,
she construed into a confirmation of my guilt, and declared her
resolution of instantly breaking off an acquaintance with a man, who had
so wantonly deceived her. In vain I affirmed my innocence; related my
accidental meeting with the woman, and appealed to her evidence for the
truth of my assertion; but, with a look of reproachful triumph, as
detecting my falsehood, she told me, the servant had seen me enter the
auberge with my infant charge and its worthless mother; and on informing
her, she herself went and questioned the woman concerning the nature of
our acquaintance: and her answers, ambiguous as they were, were yet
sufficient to condemn me. That she had at first declared herself a
native of the place; then again, that she was a stranger, and unknown.
That the child was hers--then, that she was only hired to take it from
its mother.--Of its father, she would not give any account, but its
likeness to me sufficiently proved that father to be myself! In vain I
strove to reason--to rally her from an opinion so absurdly founded; she
resented my justification, as an additional insult. Finding the foolish
dispute likely to terminate too seriously, I at last insisted on the
woman being sent for, and made to acknowledge to whom it was, the child
belonged. Antoinette scornfully smiled at what she termed my artful
subterfuge, as the woman, she said, had no doubt received her lesson. I
could not conceal my vexation at this additional charge; but, however,
sent for the peasant. She had left the town: I dispatched a person
after her, on the road to Rennes: but her steps were not to be traced;
and I remained stigmatised as an unprincipled debauchee, by the unjust
suspicions of my mistress, and the tattling hostess.
"'Antoinette truly kept her word, in ceasing to admit of my addresses,
and my master, to whom she was related, incensed at the breaking-off of
the marriage, not only refused to fulfil his intentions in my favour,
but dissolved our partnership, and dismissed me from his service!
"'At that time I entertained not the idea, but subsequent occurrences
induce me to believe, that Antoinette was actuated by other motives
than jealousy, for her conduct; as she soon after accepted the hand of a
man, by far my junior, and in more affluent circumstances.
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