"'This, however, was but the commencement of my difficulties; for,
whilst I was endeavouring to clear myself to my irritated master, a
person inquired for me. On being admitted, he informed me, that Monsieur
Orfévre, my former master in Paris, was dead; and that on examining his
papers, a bond was found for two thousand livres, due from me, for the
stock unfortunately consumed by fire. That his nephew, who succeeded to
his property, understanding that I was in circumstances sufficiently
affluent to discharge the obligation, had deputed him to receive the
money.
"'The justness of the debt I attempted not to deny; yet, reflecting on
the promise of the deceased, (which I declared), of expunging it, on
account of my misfortune, I hesitated to pay the demand. The officer,
for such he proved to be, coolly answered, if such had been the
intentions of Monsieur Orfévre, he would undoubtedly have mentioned it
in his will, or have destroyed the bond; and on my master saying I was
capable of paying the debt, he immediately arrested me!
"'Thus compelled, I paid the money; which, by dint of the strictest
frugality, I had accumulated, and found myself once more in the world,
poor and friendless! I endeavoured to submit with patience to my lot;
but injudiciously entered into business, without the means of pursuing
it. This was regarded as an avowed opposition to my master, who highly
resented the action; and as his interest and connexions were great, my
exertions were rendered abortive. For two years I struggled for
support--for bread; when my creditors finding me unable to satisfy their
demands, completed my ruin by throwing me into prison.
"'At first the gloomy horrors of the place, the misery of its inmates,
deeply affected my mind, and each hour the sigh of sorrow swelled my
bosom; till religion opened to my soul that source of comfort which can
never fail; my prison lost its horrors, peace shed her gentlest
influence on my slumbers, and marked my days with serenity: my brow lost
its contraction, and my heart expanded, and bowed before the wisdom of
my God! Contentedly I passed the day, in such work as the charity of a
few individuals afforded me; by which means, I not only acquired
sufficient to procure me what comforts my situation would admit of, but
likewise to assist those more helpless than myself.
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