She turned and looked at May, a small vague figure across the room in
the white bed. May's eyes, with their dilated pupils, were quick even in
the shadow.
Mrs. Farley fumbled her hands painfully along the folds of her skirt.
"Go to sleep! Go to sleep, child!" she said in a voice harsh with fear.
Day was breaking. Around the dark edges of the lowered shades, livid
squares of light were widening against the wall.
With a stealthy gesture, May sunk into the bedclothes again and pulled
the cold sheet up to her chin, but her eyes, alive in her pale little
face over the edge of the quilt, followed her grandmother's movements
covertly.
Mrs. Farley thought she heard a sound from the crib, and went swiftly to
it.
May, quivering with eagerness, sat up again. "What's that, Grandmother?"
Mrs. Farley bent lower over the crib. Her voice choked. "That's your new
little brother," she said.
May, delighted by the excitement and puzzled and interested by her
grandmother's tears, threw the covers away from her, and, clutching the
rail at the side of the bed, pulled herself to her naked knees so that
she could look. "I want to see, Grandma Farley!" she begged. "I want to
get out." She had already slipped one bare leg over the bar and was half
way to the floor.
"Get back into bed this instant, May! You'll take cold and wake Bobby
too." Mrs. Farley lifted the baby, all wrapped in blankets, and carried
it to May's bedside.
Without sympathy, and with the impersonal curiosity of a child, the
little girl stared at the baby's small sharp features and dull bluish,
unrecognizing eyes. She was accustomed in examining picture books to see
fat children with round faces, and she thought it did not resemble a
baby.
"Whose is it? Is it Mamma's?" she asked. "Where did she get it? Can I
touch it?" She laid a small finger on the bundle, then drew back with a
shudder of alienation. "How can you bear to touch it, Grandma?"
Mrs. Farley could not speak. She began to cry again.
An involuntary half-smile of astonishment parted May's lips when she saw
the small tears gather in the dirty corners of her grandmother's eyes
and slip along the flaccid shriveled cheeks and finally fall in gray
spots of moisture on the cream-colored flannel in which the baby was
wrapped.
Mrs. Farley felt that she should tell May something about her mother,
but did not know how to begin. "Go to sleep. You'll wake Bobby. I'll
show you the baby in the morning."
"It's morning already," May pointed out after a minute.
Mrs. Farley, moving away with averted face, glanced at the gray
luminousness which stole under the shade and blanched the wainscot. "No
matter if it is," she said. "It's not morning for you. Go to sleep."
Hesitating, May clung to the bedrail; but she slipped at last into the
sheet. Soon after, in spite of her resistance, she had fallen asleep
again, and lay, breathing deeply and evenly, with her lips parted in
dreaming interest.
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