For myself, I would listen always with admiration. Always with an
admiration that I have never since recaptured. And if there were
admirablenesses that did not seem to me to fit in with the given
scene I could at least, at the end of the reading, say with perfect
sincerity: “Wonderful! _How_ you do things!...” before beginning on:
“But don’t you perhaps think....”
And I really do not believe that either my Collaborator or myself
ever made an objection which was not jointly sustained. That is not
quarrels. When I last looked through the bound proofs of _Romance_
I was struck with the fact that whereas my Collaborator eliminated
almost every word of action and eighty percent of the conversations by
myself, I supplied almost all the descriptive passages of the really
collaborated parts--and such softer sentiment as was called for. And
my Collaborator let them get through.
All this took place long ago; most of it in another century during
another reign; whilst an earlier but not less haughty and proud
generation were passing away.
F. M. F.
_The Nature of a Crime_
_The Nature of a Crime_
I
You are, I suppose, by now in Rome. It is very curious how present
to me are both Rome and yourself. There is a certain hill--you, and
that is the curious part of it, will never go there--yet, yesterday,
late in the evening, I stood upon its summit and you came walking
from a place below. It is always midday there: the seven pillars of
the Forum stand on high, their capitals linked together, and form one
angle of a square. At their bases there lie some detritus, a broken
marble lion, and I think but I am not certain, the bronze she-wolf
suckling the two bronze children. Your dress brushed the herbs: it was
grey and tenuous: I suppose you do not know how you look when you are
unconscious of being looked at? But I looked at you for a long time--at
my You.
I saw your husband yesterday at the club and he said that you would
not be returning till the end of April. When I got back to my chambers
I found a certain letter. I will tell you about it afterwards--but I
forbid you to look at the end of what I am writing now. There is a
piece of news coming: I would break it to you if I could--but there
is no way of breaking the utterly unexpected. Only, if you read this
through you will gather from the tenor, from the tone of my thoughts,
a little inkling, a small preparation for my disclosure. Yes: it is a
“disclosure.”
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