"I think it's horrible," she said.
Laurie delicately adjusted a little tobacco protruding from his
cigarette.
"Isn't that a little unreasonable?" he asked. "You've hardly looked at
it yet."
Maggie knew this mood of his only too well. He reserved it for
occasions when he was determined to fight. Argument was a useless
weapon against it.
"My dear boy," she said with an effort, "I'm sorry. I daresay it is
unreasonable. But that kind of thing does seem to me so disgusting.
That's all.... I didn't come to talk about that.... Tell me--"
"Didn't you?" said Laurie.
Maggie was silent.
"Didn't you?"
"Well--yes I did. But I don't want to any more."
Laurie smiled so that it might be seen.
"Well, what else did you want to say?" He glanced purposely at the
book. Maggie ignored his glance.
"I just came to see how you were getting on."
"How do you mean? With the book?"
"No; in every way."
He looked up at her swiftly and suddenly, and she saw that his agony
of sorrow was acute beneath all his attempts at superiority, his
courteous fractiousness, and his set face. She was filled suddenly
with an enormous pity.
"Oh! Laurie, I'm so sorry," she cried out. "Can't I do anything?"
"Nothing, thanks; nothing at all," he said quietly.
Again pity and misery surged up within her, and she cast all prudence
to the winds. She had not realized how fond she was of this boy till
she saw once more that look in his eyes.
"Oh! Laurie, you know I didn't like it; but--but I don't know what to
do, I'm so sorry. But don't spoil it all," she said wildly, hardly
knowing what she feared.
"I beg your pardon?"
"You know what I mean. Don't spoil it, by--by fancying things."
"Maggie," said the boy quietly, "you must let me alone. You can't
help."
"Can't I?"
"You can't help," he repeated. "I must go my own way. Please don't say
any more. I can't stand it."
There followed a dead silence. Then Maggie recovered and stood up. He
rose with her.
"Forgive me, Laurie, won't you? I must say this. You'll remember I'll
always do anything I can, won't you?"
Then she was gone.
IV
The ladies went to bed early at Stantons. At ten o'clock precisely a
clinking of bedroom candlesticks was heard in the hall, followed by
the sound of locking doors. This was the signal. Mrs. Baxter laid
aside her embroidery with the punctuality of a religious at the sound
of a bell, and said two words--
"My dears."
There were occasionally exclamatory expostulations from the two at the
piquet-table, but in nine cases out of ten the game had been designed
with an eye upon the clock, and hardly any delay followed. Mrs. Baxter
kissed her son, and passed her arm through Maggie's. Laurie followed;
gave them candles, and generally took one himself.
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