English fiction -- 19th century; London (England) -- Fiction; Poor -- Fiction; Poverty -- Fiction
‘A girl alters a deal between fifteen and seventeen,’ Sidney replied,
forcing himself to speak with an air of calmness, of impartiality. ‘She
wasn’t old enough to know her own mind. I’m tired of plaguing her. I
feel ashamed to say another word to her, and that’s the truth. She only
gets more and more set against me. If it’s ever to come right, it’ll
have to be by waiting; we won’t talk about that any more. Think of her
quite apart from me, and what I’ve been hoping. She’s seventeen years
old. You can’t deal with a girl of that age like you can with Amy and
Annie. You’ll have to trust her, Mr. Hewett. You’ll have to, because
there’s no help for it. We’re working people, we are; we’re the lower
orders; our girls have to go out and get their livings. We teach them
the best we can, and the devil knows they’ve got examples enough of
misery and ruin before their eyes to help them to keep straight. Rich
people can take care of their daughters as much as they like; they can
treat them like children till they’re married; people of our kind can’t
do that, and it has to be faced.’
John sat with dark brow, his eyes staring on vacancy.
‘It’s right what Sidney says, father,’ put in Mrs. Hewett; ‘we can’t
help it.’
‘You may perhaps have done harm when you meant only to do good,’
pursued Sidney. ‘Always being so anxious, and showing what account you
make of her, perhaps you’ve led her to think a little too much of
herself. She knows other fathers don’t go on in that way. And now she
wants more freedom, she feels it worse than other girls do when you
begin to deny her. Talk to her in a different way; talk as if you
trusted her. Depend upon it, it’s the only hold you have upon her.
Don’t be so much afraid. Clara has her faults—I see them as well as any
one—but I’ll never believe she’d darken your life of her own free
will.’
There was an unevenness, a jerky vehemence, in his voice, which told
how difficult it was for him to take this side in argument. He often
hesitated, obviously seeking phrases which should do least injury to
the father’s feelings. The expression of pain on his forehead and about
his lips testified to the sincerity with which he urged his views, at
the same time to a lurking fear lest impulse should be misleading him.
Hewett kept silence, in aspect as far as ever from yielding. Of a
sudden he raised his hand, and said, ‘Husht!’ There was a familiar step
on the stairs. Then the door opened and admitted Clara.
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