The New WardenRitchie, David G. (David George), Mrs.
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The New Warden
Ritchie, David G. (David George), Mrs.
English fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction; University of Oxford -- Fiction
The room wore an air of comfort, it was devoid of all distressful
knick-knacks and it was arranged as were French "Salons" of the time of
Mademoiselle de Lespinasse for conversation, for groups of talkers, for
books and papers; the litter of culture. It was a drawing-room for
scholars in their leisure moments and for women to whom they could talk.
But there was no complaisance in Lady Dashwood's face as she looked at
her brother's drawing-room, just because her thoughts were deeply
occupied with his future. What was his future to be like? What was in
store for him? And these thoughts led her to give expression to a sudden
outspoken remark--unflattering to that future.
"And now, what woman is going to become mistress of this room?"
Lady Dashwood's voice had a harshness in it that startled even herself.
"What woman is going to reign here?" she went on, as if daring herself
to be gentle and resigned. After she had looked round the room her eye
rested upon the portrait over the mantelpiece. He looked as if he had
heard her speak and stared back at her with his large persistent selfish
eyes--full of cynical wonder. But he remained silent. These were times
that he did not understand--but he observed!
"It's on Jim's conscience that he _must_ marry, now that men are so
scarce. He's obsessed with the idea," continued Lady Dashwood, thinking
to herself. "And being like all really good and great men--absolutely
helpless--he is prepared to marry any fool who is presented to him."
Then she added, "Any fool--or worse!"
"And," she went on, speaking angrily to herself, "knowing that he is
helpless--I stupidly go and introduce into this house, a silly girl with
a pretty face whose object in coming is to be--Mrs. Middleton."
Lady Dashwood was mentally lashing herself for this stupidity.
"I go and actually put her in his way--at least," she added swiftly, "I
allow her mother to bring her and force her upon us and leave her--for
the purpose of entrapping him--and so--I've risked his future! And yet,"
she went on as her self-accusation became too painful, "I never dreamt
that he would think of a girl so young--as eighteen--and he forty--and
full of thoughts about the future of Oxford--and the New World. Somehow
I imagined some pushing female of thirty would pretend to sympathise
with his aspirations and marry him: I never supposed----But I ought to
have supposed! It was my business to suppose. Here have I left my
husband alone, when he hates being alone, for a whole month, in order to
put Jim straight--and then I go and 'don't suppose'--I'm more than a
fool--I'm----" The right word did not come to her mind.
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