The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
Perhaps it was a hazardous experiment, to place that young and
susceptible girl in such a presence. Mr. Duncan did not know what he
was doing; he was one of those individuals who can not in the least
understand childhood, its deep feelings, its mysterious impulses, its
strange associations, its superstitions taught by Nature herself, its
heavenly breathings, to which it can give neither form nor words. He
believed the experiment was perfectly successful, for Gwyneth’s tears
and cries alike ceased in that solemn presence, and she gazed in
quiet, awestruck, breathless surprise at the form before her.
Softly and gently her father talked to her, whispering of the absent
spirit which had gone away for a time, but which might even now be
near, how near to them they could not tell; and of that day when this
spirit should return again, and that fair form, now motionless, cold,
inanimate as marble itself, should arise once more to everlasting
life. And then he knelt with Gwyneth in his arms, and prayed that they
might all meet hereafter in that home of everlasting peace, where no
partings come. She was very still and subdued as he carried her back
from the room, and gave her to the nurse’s charge, and they did not
know the effect that sight had produced on her, for she could not
speak of her feelings; but sleeping or waking, that face for weeks was
before her eyes, and the coldness of death seemed over her lips and
cheeks, such as she had felt it, when, at her father’s bidding, she
had pressed a last kiss on the corpse; and she would shrink into
corners of the house or garden, to cry and shudder alone, when none
saw her, and muse in silence upon what her mother was.
Sybil was different; she clung to Hilary, she hardly dared to be
alone; but with a pallid face, and swimming eyes, and little trembling
hands, she followed her sister all day long; and never wearied of
talking of her mother; of her wishes, her tastes, her goodness; every
action seemed referred to that object; and she spoke of her as one
that was absent only for a short time, who would soon return to claim
their obedience again.
Gwyneth would turn pale, shiver, and, if possible, quit the room at
the slightest mention of her mother’s name; nor could Hilary’s utmost
efforts win from her the feelings that oppressed her.
Of course, as time passed, it brought the usual mitigation of acute
sorrow. Sybil learned to speak with dry eyes of the departed, Gwyneth
taught herself to bear the thought without visible demonstration of
feeling; but the effect remained upon their characters; Sybil was more
soft and dependent, Gwyneth more reserved in her general demeanor,
while the fire which burned below that outward crust of indifference
and calmness was but the fiercer for its concealment.
CHAPTER II.
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