The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
She was keenly sensible of her sisters’ defects; she felt them with an
acuteness and a self-condemnation almost morbid in its excess; it
seemed to her as if they were entirely her own fault, and she saw
that, however she might guard their health, minister to their comfort,
and promote their pleasures, she was still failing in the more
important part of her stepmother’s charge, while these evils were
allowed to increase and overshadow their characters. Yet she could do
nothing to repress them by herself, and she was not seconded by her
father. Not that he wished or intended to thwart her; he doted on her
far too much for that; but he was quite ignorant of the best manner of
training children, or of the importance due to the small points of
which Hilary thought so much. He secretly attributed the stress she
laid on such things to the over-anxiety of a new-made governess,
precise about unnecessary particulars from the scruples of a young
responsibility; and when Hilary had said as much as duty and respect
permitted, and urged her opinions with the small degree of earnestness
which diffidence and humility allowed her, he would reply with a kind
smile and a kiss, “Very true, my love; you are a good girl to think so
much about your sisters, and I hope they will be grateful. I do not
know what I should do without you.” But the things to which she
objected, the indulgences which she reprehended, were continued just
the same.
Theoretically, he would tell the children to obey Hilary; practically,
he would encourage the contrary conduct. Not that there was any
positive rebellion――there was no passion, ill-will, or disobedience
apparent; these would have been instantly suppressed; but these were
not necessary to gain her ends, Sybil found, and her nature was too
soft to use them. So when she and Hilary differed about her
occupations, her manner of employing her time, or her amusements, an
appeal to her father, a smile and a kiss, always won him to her side
of the argument, and gained for her the right of following her own
taste, rather than submitting to the act of self-denial which her
sister had proposed. Mr. Duncan only saw that both acts were alike
innocent, why then should she not take her choice? Hilary saw further;
for she not only reflected on the results of self-indulgence, but she
felt keenly how her power was annihilated, and her actual authority
annulled; all the more keenly because it was owing to an affection she
could not bear to blame, even in thought.
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