The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
One of Sybil’s greatest indulgences was in drawing her father into
long conversations respecting her deceased mother, recapitulating her
virtues, and dwelling on their own loss. Had he possessed judgment
enough to turn such recollections to good effect, to increase the
child’s desire of excellence by the memory of what her mother had
been, to strengthen her faith and love by pointing out how these had
been a support in trouble and a comfort in sickness or pain, and to
incite her onward in the same course by the wish of meeting again,
there might have been more reason in his conduct; but this was not the
case, and every such discussion seemed only to soften and weaken her
nerves, make her more indolently dreamy, and bring on floods of
regretful tears, such as she ought to have checked as willful, not
encouraged as amiable and affectionate.
Conversations such as these only drove Gwyneth more completely apart,
and made her shudder in silence. If, when the girls were riding or
walking with their father, as they did almost every day, Sybil fell
into this strain, her sister would draw back, and endeavor to escape
beyond hearing; or if this were impossible, her white cheeks, and
firm-closed lips, and slightly knitted brows told plainly to Hilary
how she was inwardly suffering.
It was too much for Hilary; the household cares, the anxiety for her
sisters, the watchfulness and broken rest which Nest, the youngest,
often caused her――for she had taken the little one to her room at
night, and watched her as her mother had once done; and then the
unwearied attention to her father, the arrangement of his books,
papers, and accounts, all which she took up where Mrs. Duncan had laid
them down; the superintendence of the village school; the parochial
cares; all these fell heavily on her young head――on her willing but
over-anxious mind. The discipline, however, was good for her, and
taught her many things; she saw much was beyond her power, and that
what she could not accomplish, she must be content to leave undone;
she saw many things which should not be, and from clearly ascertaining
the evil, knew better what was good to seek.
And then at length, when she had taught herself to submit with
patience, and to bear what she could not remedy, and to ask and look
for help for what she could not supply by her own power, help and
comfort were sent to her.
Maurice came home: within ten days of their hearing of his arrival in
England, his ship was paid off, and he was free; it was only for a
limited period, however, for not having yet served his time as a
midshipman, and being little more than eighteen, he had determined not
to be idle, and had applied for immediate employment. Consequently he
had but six weeks’ leave to spend at home, after an absence of nearly
four years.
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