The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
His love for her was very strong, as well as very sincere; he fully
appreciated her character; he saw and admired her genuine truth and
simplicity――her innocence and modesty――her humility and her loving
nature. He had seen a good deal of women of the world――women of
fashion――and could value pretty accurately their admiration of him; he
understood his charms in their eyes, and despised them accordingly. He
did not believe there was another woman besides Hilary who could have
been constantly the object of his friendly attentions, and the
companion of his pursuits and wishes, as she had been for the last two
years, and yet have never understood his motives, or calculated on his
probable intentions. He was aware that this was partly owing to her
entire ignorance of the manners and habits of men in general, and the
circumstance of having been long used to such devoted care and
kindness from her brother as could hardly be exceeded by the
attentions of a lover himself. But he saw also that it marked an
entire disinterestedness of character, a total absence of selfish
ambition, and a devotion to the plain, straight-forward duties of
life, which, if her affections could but be turned into the channel he
desired, would certainly secure his happiness.
He was not angry with her for refusing him; in his calmer moments he
would have himself predicted such a result to any explanation between
them; he had spoken on the impulse of the moment, and could not be
surprised at the answer he received. He loved her the better, as well
as admired her the more; emotion had given a more lovely hue to her
face; and this proof of her purity of principles had added a brighter
charm to her mental qualities. He was more thoroughly captivated than
ever, and rode home, dreaming of Hilary the whole way; of the time
when he could transport his beautiful flower, now blooming so fairly
in retirement, and place it where all would admire his choice, and
wonder at his good fortune, and honor his taste in the selection of a
perfect wife. For as to failing eventually in the attempt, there was
not a fear in his mind of that occurring. There was no rival, and no
chance of one; nothing to interfere with his success; and he could
exert all the powers of his mind and imagination to win her,
undisturbed by jealous passions, unpleasant observations, or the cold
interference of worldly customs and reserve. She had promised all
should go on as usual, and reliance on her word was as unbounded as
his love for her.
Scarcely had her lover left her, when Hilary, sinking on her knees
beside the grave of her step-mother, and covering her face with her
hands, renewed in a low but distinct voice the pledge she had already
given, never to leave her sisters so long as they required her care,
never to forsake them, unless she could see them under safer and
tenderer guardianship than her own; but to devote her thoughts, her
strength, her love, and her life to their and their father’s service.
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