The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
She really wished she could love him; I need not say not from any
unworthy motives, but from gratitude for his kindness and his
affection for herself; and although hardly believing that any change
was possible, she yet engaged to allow him the opportunity to effect
it which he desired. One other mistake she committed――one likewise
resulting from delicacy and regard to his feelings: she promised to
keep what had passed between them a profound secret, even from her
father. She fancied she was doing right; a dislike to say what might
seem to claim her father’s thanks, a dread of appearing to boast of
her attractions and the admiration she had inspired, had a little
influence; she felt how unmaidenly it was to triumph in her conquests;
but the chief reason for her silence was regard to Mr. Huyton’s
feelings, and a fear of mortifying him by making known his
disappointment. It was the romantic delicacy of a young mind much
accustomed to act and decide for itself――used to bear its own burdens
in silence, and to endure rather than to indulge its feelings.
Her theory was right; secresy in such a case being, in general,
honorable and just; but hers was one of the exceptions which prove a
rule; and in her peculiar circumstances, it would have been her
father’s part to decide how their future intercourse should be
arranged, as it was his due to know the footing on which they now
stood.
Mr. Huyton was well aware of the advantage which he gained when he won
from Hilary’s gratitude and delicacy the promise that nothing should
be said to others of this conversation. Conscious how unfair this
requisition was, he quitted her, immediately she had given it, with
many a word of gratitude, passionate affection, and intense
admiration, and many an assurance of the changeless nature of the
feelings he professed.
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