The Open Window: Tales of the MonthsWright, Mabel Osgood
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The Open Window: Tales of the Months
Wright, Mabel Osgood
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
If she did she said nothing until afternoon, when I took her to my attic
corner, and building a log fire in the Franklin stove, drew the dumpy
old lounge before it and called the dogs to soothe us with their sleepy
influence.
At first Mrs. Terry sat upright, hands clasped about her knees, gazing
at the fire, and breathing quickly.
“How I love that,” she said; “we have not had these fires since I left
the ranch, and I’ve often slept out by one as high as the wall when
we’ve been on camping trips.”
Then gradually her breath came slower and more evenly, and she dropped
back half against the sweet clover pillows and half against my shoulder.
“When we looked over that rolling icy field beyond the garden this
morning, with the dazzling light on the snow, just as it is at home, and
I shut my eyes, I could see the ranch, and Uncle Sandy and the boys, and
fat Mrs. Malone, the housekeeper, so plainly that I almost put out my
hand to touch them. There’s something queer about March; lots of the
range cattle get through almost until spring and then give out, and the
boys that have held out well all winter often go nearly blind of a
sudden. I guess it’s because by March you’ve braced up and stood all you
can of winter, and because it’s called spring, you lose nerve and can’t
pull the strap up another hole for a fresh grip.”
Then with a sudden movement, burying her face in my shoulder, she half
whispered: “That’s the way it is with me; ever since I left the ranch,
I’ve kept myself braced so that Terry should not know how homesick I
feel. At first I thought it would pass, then I thought if I had a place
where I could strike root the pain might wear away, and so I’ve hunted
and hunted, but now, to-day, coming here and feeling some one else’s
home feeling, but from outside, it’s like March snow to my eyes, I can’t
bear it; there’s not another inch to pull up and the saddle girths are
slipping, slipping under me, and there’s no help. I must go back!
“I was born in March, I met Terry in March, the next March we were
married, and now, oh, Mrs. Evan, unless you can help me and hold me, we
shall part, Terry and I, for no fault, and I shall go back to Uncle
Sandy in March! No, don’t look at me so hardly, I can feel your eyes
right through my hair: you, who have always been at home, can’t judge
me. It isn’t that I don’t love Terry better than any one else, but the
earth loves you, too, and sometimes it won’t let go. I could not know it
would be so until I came away; no one could. Some day it will all be
changed, this coming of a man and taking the woman away; he will come to
her and stay, for home is more to the one who stays in to keep it.”
As she leaned close to me, I could feel the beating of her heart and
with it another sound, a sort of feeble echo as it were. Then I gathered
her up and held her close, and told her of those two first years and of
my own separation from home and country.
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