London (England) -- History -- 18th century -- Fiction
When I arrived, Tom Shirley was playing on the harpsichord, his head in
a white nightcap, his wig hanging on a nail. As he played, not looking
at notes or keys, his face was turned upwards and his eyes were rapt. As
one watched him his face changed in expression with the various emotions
of the music: no man, certainly, was more moved by music than Tom
Shirley. No man, also, could more certainly bring out the very soul of
the music, the inner thought of the composer. He played as if he loved
playing, which indeed he did whether it was a country dance, or a minuet
or an oratorio or a Roman Catholic Mass. It was a fine face, delicate in
outline; full of expression: the face of a musician: it lacked the
firmness which belongs to one who fights: he was no gladiator in the
arena: a face full of sweetness. Everyone loved Tom Shirley. As for age,
he was then about five-and-twenty.
I stood at the open door and looked in, listening, for at such moments
he heard nothing. There was another door opposite leading to the
kitchen, where his wife was engaged in some domestic work. Presently,
she lifted her head and saw me. 'Father,' she cried. 'Here is Will!'
He heard that: brought his fingers down with a splendid chord and sprang
to his feet. 'Will? In the morning? What is the meaning--why this box?'
'I have come away, Tom. I have left the counting-house for good.'
'What? You have deserted the money bags? You have run away for the sake
of music?'
'My father has turned me out.'
'And you have chosen music. Good--good--what could you have done better?
Wife, hear this. Will has run away. He will play the fiddle in the
orchestra rather than become an Alderman and Lord Mayor.'
'I want to live as you live, Tom.'
'If you can, boy, you shall.' Now it was the humour of Tom to speak of
his own cottage and his manner of life as if both were stately and
sumptuous. 'Very few,' he added proudly, 'can live as we live.' He
looked proudly round. The room was about ten feet square: low, painted
drab, without ornament, without curtains: there were a few shelves: a
cupboard: a small table: two brass candlesticks, a brass pair of
snuffers: four rush-bottomed chairs, and nothing more.
Tom was dressed in an old brown coat with patches on the elbows, the
wrists frayed and the buttons gone. To be sure he had a finer coat for
the orchestra. His stockings were of worsted, darned in many places: a
woollen wrapper was round his neck. Everything proclaimed poverty: of
course people who are not poor do not live in the Rules. 'Few,' he
repeated, 'are privileged to live as I live.' I have never known whether
this was a craze or his humour to pretend that he fared sumptuously: was
lodged like a prince: and received the wages of an ambassador. Perhaps
it was mere habit; a way of presenting his own life to himself by
exaggeration and pretence which he had somehow grown to believe.
'You ask, Will, a thing difficult of achievement.'
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