The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and SonMeredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and Son
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
Miss Desborough made an effort to trifle with this terrible
directness; but his eyes would not be gainsaid, and checked her
lips. She turned away from them, her bosom a little rebellious.
Praise so passionately spoken, and by one who has been a damsel's
first dream, dreamed of nightly many long nights, and clothed in the
virgin silver of her thoughts in bud, praise from him is coin the
heart cannot reject, if it would. She quickened her steps.
"I have offended you!" said a mortally wounded voice across her
shoulder.
That he should think so were too dreadful.
"Oh no, no! you would never offend me." She gave him her whole sweet
face.
"Then why--why do you leave me?"
"Because," she hesitated, "I must go."
"No. You must not go. Why must you go? Do not go."
"Indeed I must," she said, pulling at the obnoxious broad brim of
her hat; and, interpreting a pause he made for his assent to her
rational resolve, shyly looking at him, she held her hand out, and
said, "Good-bye," as if it were a natural thing to say.
The hand was pure white--white and fragrant as the frosted blossom
of a Maynight. It was the hand whose shadow, cast before, he had
last night bent his head reverentially above, and kissed--resigning
himself thereupon over to execution for payment of the penalty of
such daring--by such bliss well rewarded.
He took the hand, and held it, gazing between her eyes.
"Good-bye," she said again, as frankly as she could, and at the same
time slightly compressing her fingers on his in token of adieu. It
was a signal for his to close firmly upon hers.
"You will not go?"
"Pray, let me," she pleaded, her sweet brows suing in wrinkles.
"You will not go?" Mechanically he drew the white hand nearer his
thumping heart.
"I must," she faltered piteously.
"You will not go?"
"Oh yes! yes!"
"Tell me. Do you wish to go?"
The question was a subtle one. A moment or two she did not answer,
and then forswore herself, and said, Yes.
"Do you--you wish to go?" He looked with quivering eyelids under
hers.
A fainter Yes responded.
"You wish--wish to leave me?" His breath went with the words.
"Indeed I must."
Her hand became a closer prisoner.
All at once an alarming delicious shudder went through her frame.
From him to her it coursed, and back from her to him. Forward and
back love's electric messenger rushed from heart to heart, knocking
at each, till it surged tumultuously against the bars of its
prison, crying out for its mate. They stood trembling in unison, a
lovely couple under these fair heavens of the morning.
When he could get his voice it said, "Will you go?"
But she had none to reply with, and could only mutely bend upward
her gentle wrist.
"Then, farewell!" he said, and, dropping his lips to the soft fair
hand, kissed it, and hung his head, swinging away from her, ready
for death.
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