Truth to tell, Sven Elversson was perhaps not sorry to be standing where
he could hear all this. The young wife's voice was very sweet. And he
was sure the Priest would say something wonderful now; something
inspiring and good to hear.
"I have tried again and again," she went on, "to go out. But I can't.
You can't think what it is like. I feel as if I were choking; I feel it
here in my throat. And I've cried----"
"But there is nothing," said the Pastor. "Surely, Sigrun, you must know
that. There is nothing in the air here that we cannot see. It is all
imagination."
"There _is_! There is something here--I can feel it. Something that
hates me, and is trying to take away my happiness. Do you know what I
have been doing lately? I go and look at that poor little picture of
Stenbroträsk, that one of my cousins did for me--I laughed at it then.
But now, when I have looked at it a little, the river and the house and
the big rowan trees by the gate, it seems to give me courage enough to
go on living."
"I am afraid, my dear, you are giving way to a foolish fancy," said her
husband. And the listener marked how he slipped into the admonitory tone
of the preacher. "You must really try to overcome it before it has gone
too far. And I think, really, I must ask you now to go and do as I
said--go down to the post at once."
"But I can't!" she cried. "I can't--I can't!"
Sven Elversson knew, of course, that the Pastor was honestly acting for
the best. But--he had thought he would have found some other way. Still,
perhaps after all this was best. He himself would hardly have known what
to do.
"Listen to me, Sigrun," said the Priest. "You must surely understand
that it is childish to give way to such ideas. The only thing to do is
to overcome it. You are well and strong; you will not tell me that you
cannot walk that little way. Anyhow, I must ask it of you, for the sake
of our happiness--if you wish it to last for life, and not for a few
weeks' honeymoon only."
"I will go another time," she said, humbly, despairingly. "But--won't
you let me off for to-day? I will try in a day or two; I will try
to-morrow."
Sven Elversson stood listening yet a moment, anxious to hear if the
request would be granted. But when the Pastor repeated that he must have
his paper now, at once, Sven saw in a flash what he should have done
before, but in his confusion had not thought of. Very quietly he opened
the door and slipped out. He walked slowly until out of sight of the
vicarage, and then set off at a run down to the post.
And so, when the young wife came walking slowly, so slowly, down the
road, with tears on her eyelashes after what had passed, and trembling,
half-unconscious, as if she had risen from a sick-bed, she had not to go
many steps before a young man stepped up to meet her.
He greeted her politely, and said something about having driven with
them from the station a few days back.
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