"But father came over to me by the window, and we stood looking out at
the two. And now I saw the man for the first time, walking there with
Sigrun on his arm. He was not so very tall, but strongly built--a
broad-shouldered, powerful man. And handsome, with a fine head. I could
not see anything to find fault with, unless it were that he was
short-sighted and wore glasses.
"When they came in, they looked proud and happy. And I was pleased, too,
with Sigrun's lover, and glad they had come to see me. He looked as if
he could take care of his wife, whatever might happen. As long as she
had him to support her, surely she could never be unhappy or
discouraged.
"The priest spoke kindly to father and mother. But when he came to speak
to me, he blinked his eyes a little behind his glasses, and looked at me
with a sort of smile.
"'Aha,' said he, 'so this is the great seer, the wise young woman from
Stenbroträsk. I'm quite afraid of her. She can see through people, of
course, and what if she were dissatisfied with me!'
"And he laughed, and Sigrun too, and father smiled a little.
"It was as if I was just something to laugh at and make fun of.
"I went all red at first, with the blood rushing to my face. Then I felt
I turned all stiff and hard. And I could not understand how anyone could
talk so openly about the thing that was my holiest secret. And how could
Sigrun ever have betrayed me, and told her lover, when I had told her
just because I could trust her?"
Lotta Hedman's voice rose to a shriller tone, just as when she had
spoken of her hard and lonely life. The pain of her thoughts rang in her
words.
The man before her looked up with a sad smile.
"You might surely have known it must be so," he said. "Sigrun had given
herself to him with all her soul, with all her thoughts, and all she had
ever known."
"That was so, perhaps," said the other, "but it was cruel to me to feel.
Mother tried to answer for me, for she knew I could not say anything
myself then.
"'She has but a foolish mother, has my girl,' said mother. 'But the Lord
has heard my prayers. He has given me a daughter that sees and
understands more than most.'
"I felt how brave it was of mother to speak out. I could have gone down
on my knees and thanked her, but she was silent, she too, when the
priest gave her one sharp look through his eyeglasses, and began talking
with a thick and heavy voice, all important, as if he might have been
standing in the pulpit.
"'We've need to be ever watchful, those of us who are Christians,' he
said, 'lest we should fall back into heathen ways. And whosoever seeks
to penetrate into the unknown is trying, as it were, to go their own way
instead of the way that is Christ Jesus. Beware of setting up other
gods; of setting up oneself as God.'
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