"And he preached like that for a long while. And nobody in the room
dared to say a word against him now. And where was all that I had seen
and heard before? It all seemed blown away in a breath, the moment that
man came into the house. And I had to sit there, helpless, without a
word, and hear him preaching and correcting me in front of Sigrun and
mother and father.
"I looked over at Sigrun, and there she was sitting, looking up at her
lover all humbly and admiring. And I could see she was pleased that he
was trying to lead me into the right way. And she, too, felt now just as
he did, that all we had had to talk of together before was something
wicked and harmful. He was speaking for my good, and all I had to do was
to turn from my erring ways and try to be like everyone else.
"I was so miserable; it was so cruel. I would rather have died than sit
there and see Sigrun turn away from me like that."
The listener looked up once more.
"Yet it was good, surely, that she had no other thought, no thought of
her own, but only his thoughts," he said. "That is the beautiful thing
about her."
Lotta Hedman went on without heeding.
"They stayed some time, not talking to me alone, you understand, but to
mother and father too. And all that the priest man said was kind and
sensible in a way; he knew how to speak. When he dropped out of the
preaching tone, his voice was cheerful and bright. It was easy to
understand that Sigrun was fond of him.
"I did not say a word as long as he was there, and Sigrun looked at me
every now and then with a sort of surprise, and at last she asked me was
I ill? But I only shook my head. She didn't seem to think anything but
that I ought to be quite happy about it all.
"It was a relief when at last they were gone. But then a thing happened.
Sigrun had forgotten her gloves, and came back by herself to fetch
them."
The man sitting listening had changed countenance. "What right have
you," he asked himself, "to sit and listen to all this talk of Sigrun?
Take care! Longing will return, sorrow will return, and love wake
afresh. It will be just as it was six years ago, when you sat on the
rocks dreaming of love. Day after day, dreaming of her."
"And then," Lotta Hedman went on--"then she asked me if I did not think
her lover was wonderful and splendid; had I ever believed there was such
a man in the world? And when I still said nothing, she lost patience
altogether.
"'Whatever is the matter with you to-day?' she asked. 'What makes you
silent and hard all at once? I thought it would do you good to talk to a
priest. And he was so eager to see you himself, and I've told him so
much about you, and how strange you were. And what will he think now?'
"I sat quite still until she was out of the door. But then I ran after
her.
"'Oh! Sigrun, don't marry him!' I cried. 'He will make you miserable.'
And Sigrun looked at me all astonished, and I said again, 'He will kill
your soul, as he has killed mine!'
"Then Sigrun drew herself up.
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