Christianity, Conversion to -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"Ah, well!" replied Bopaul, in a lighter and more careless tone. "We
are acquiring knowledge under you, sir; we can sift and compare without
apostacy, I hope. Come for a walk, Ananda. The fresh air will clear
away the cobwebs from our brains and make us more profitable pupils."
The Professor's grey eyes, full of sympathy and friendliness, rested on
Ananda in silence. He did not say, "Go; the walk will do you good."
Nor did he reach out his hand for pen or book, a sign that he was ready
to return to his own studies. He waited, leaning back in the revolving
chair in front of his writing-table.
"No, thanks; I would rather stay in-doors. The noise and traffic of
the streets----"
"You will never conquer your nerves by keeping away from the outside
world. It will have to be faced sooner or later; the sooner the
better," said Bopaul, as his hand touched the door.
Ananda turned from the speaker to the silent Professor, and gathered
strength from his steady gaze.
"Don't wait, Bopaul; I am not going out this morning."
With a lifting of the shoulders the other left the room, shifting
responsibility on to the Englishman. Silence was maintained for some
seconds after his departure. Ananda broke it.
"If only I could believe that this endless cycle of rebirths need not
be, I should be happier," he said.
The pathetic appeal for some ray of hope went straight to Twyford's
heart. Pity and an intense desire to help in spiritual trouble roused
the man, and he poured forth the doctrines of comfort that console the
dying Christian. It was not done with the intention of converting, but
in the merciful desire of bringing some small consolation to the
despairing man to whom the fear of the future made life in the present
intolerable. The fate that had overtaken Coomara might at any moment,
whether at home or abroad, be Ananda's.
For more than an hour they talked, and the gloom on Ananda's face
lightened.
"It is most comforting as you put it, but--it is not my creed," he
said. There was a pause, and he added, "I cannot change my faith."
"I do not ask you to change it. Is it not possible, however, in these
days of advanced thought that you may be able to modify some of the
fossilised tenets of your religion? The spirit of reform is abroad,
and a Hindu may become a member of the Brahmo-Somaj or the Ayra-Somaj
without losing caste, without cutting himself adrift from his
community, his family. There is no hurry. The fathers may rest
content to think of these things. Their sons will act."
There was a sound of a footstep outside. The door opened, and Bopaul
appeared.
"Lunch is ready, sir. I am sure you must be tired talking so long.
You should have driven that foolish Ananda out into the air and
sunshine, instead of letting him waste your time."
"I don't think that the time has been wasted," replied the Professor,
kindly.
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