England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
Out in the high road it was blacker and denser; the school railings,
dripping with grimy moisture, provided the only sure clue to position.
Half, at least, of Speed's energies were devoted to the task of not
losing the way; with the other half he was unable to carry out much of
the strange programme of conversation that had been gathering in his
mind. For many days past he had been accumulating a store of things to
say to her upon this memorable walk which, so far as he could judge, was
bound to be the last; now, with the opportunity arrived, he said hardly
anything at all. She chattered to him about music and Millstead and odd
topics of slight importance; she pressed her scarf to her lips and the
words came out curiously muffled and deep-toned, with the air of having
incalculable issues depending on them. But he hardly answered her at
all. And at last they reached Harrington's shop in the High Street, and
she shook hands with him and told him to get back as quickly as he could
and be off to bed. "And don't work so hard," were her last words to him,
"or you'll be ill."
Thicker and blacker than ever was the fog on the way back to the school,
and somehow, through what error he never discovered, he lost himself
amongst the narrow, old fashioned streets in the centre of the town. He
wandered about, as it seemed to him, for hours, creeping along walls and
hoping to meet some passer-by who could direct him. Once he heard
Millstead Parish Church beginning the chime of midnight, but it was from
the direction he least expected. At last, after devious manœuvring, he
discovered himself again on the main road up to the School, and this
time with great care he managed to keep to the route. As he entered the
main gateway he heard the school clock sounding the three-quarters. A
quarter to one! All was silent at Lavery's. He rang the bell timorously.
After a pause he heard footsteps approaching on the other side, but they
seemed to him light and airy; the bolts were pushed back, not with
Burton's customary noise, but softly, almost frightenedly.
He could see that it was Helen standing there in the porch, not Burton.
She flashed an electric torch in his face and then at his feet so that
he should see the step.
She said: "Come in quickly--don't let the fog in. You're awfully late,
aren't you? I told Burton to go to bed. I didn't know you were going to
stay at Clare's."
He answered: "I didn't stay at Clare's. I got lost in the fog on the way
back."
"Lost!" she echoed, walking ahead of him down the corridor towards his
sitting-room. The word echoed weirdly in the silence. "_Lost_, were
you?--So that's why you were late?"
"That's why," he said.
He followed her into the tiny lamp-lit room, full of firelight that was
somehow melancholy and not cheerful.
IV
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