England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
She was silent. She sat in one of the chairs with her eyes looking
straight into the fire; while he took off his coat and hat and drew up
his own chair opposite to hers she neither moved nor spoke. It seemed to
him as he watched her that the room grew redder and warmer and more
melancholy; the flames lapped so noisily in the silence that he had for
an instant the absurd fear that the scores of sleepers in the
dormitories would be awakened. Then he heard, very faintly from above,
what he imagined must be an especially loud snore; it made him smile. As
he smiled he saw Helen's eyes turned suddenly upon him; he blushed as if
caught in some guilty act. He said: "Can you hear somebody snoring up in
the Senior dormitory?"
She stared at him curiously for a moment and then replied: "No, and
neither can you. You said that to make conversation."
"I didn't!" he cried, with genuine indignation. "I distinctly heard it.
That's what made me smile."
"And do you really think that the sound of anybody snoring in the Senior
dormitory would reach us in here? Why, we never hear the maids in a
morning and they make ever such a noise!"
"Yes, but then there are so many other noises to drown it. However, it
may have been my imagination."
"Or it may have been your invention, eh?"
"I tell you, Helen, I _did_ think that I heard it! It _wasn't_ my
invention. What reason on earth should I have for inventing it? Oh,
well, anyway, it's such a trifling matter--it's not worth arguing
about."
"Then let's stop arguing. You started it."
Silence again. The melancholy in the atmosphere was charged now with an
added quality, something that weighed and threatened and was dangerous.
He knew that Helen had something pressing on her mind, and that until
she flung it off there would be no friendliness with her. And he wanted
friendliness. He could not endure the torture of her bitter silences.
"Helen," he said, nervously eager, "Helen, there's something the matter.
Tell me what it is."
"There's nothing the matter."
"Are you sure?"
"Quite sure."
"Then why are you so silent?"
"Because I would rather be silent than make conversation."
"That's sarcastic."
"Is it? If you think it is----"
"Helen, please be kind to me. If you go on as you are doing I'm sure I
shall either cry or lose my temper. I'm tired to death after all the
work of the concert and I simply can't bear this attitude of yours."
"Well, I can't change my attitude to please you."
"Apparently not."
"_Now_ who's sarcastic? Good heavens, do you think I've nothing to do
but suit your mood when you come home tired at one o'clock in the
morning--You spend half the night with some other woman and then when
you come home, tired out, you expect me to soothe and make a fuss of
you!"
"Helen, that's a lie! I walked straight home with Clare. You specially
asked me to do that."
"I didn't specially ask you to stay out with her till one o'clock in the
morning."
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