London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Don’t think I’m ungrateful—talking like this,” she said, going back to
him and laying her hands on his shoulders; “but—I do love you so much,
and I do want to be what you want me to be—so that you will go on
loving me. Teach me. You’re so strong and I’m so weak. You’re able to do
so much for me and I can do so little for you. I’ll try hard to make you
so happy that you’ll—never be sorry.”
He took her face between his hands, looking into her deep, eager eyes,
then drew her close to him, kissing her again and again, eagerly,
passionately. She lay passive in his arms, her head on his shoulder.
Then forced herself quick apart.
“Don’t, don’t, George! We mustn’t be too happy—it can’t last.”
“Can’t it? Why not? We’ll just see. But at any rate we must try to be
comfortable as well as happy. And for comfort, more than bare walls and
boards are needed.”
“The Nest,” as Marian called the little flat, was quickly put into
habitable order, though in accordance with her wish only essentials were
bought _en bloc_ and details were left over for gradual treatment. It
was a cozy nest: a tiny drawing room where the prevailing colors were
gold and green: a brown and red dining room; the bedroom a bower of blue
and white; a neat entrance hall, which Maddison had fitted up with dark
wainscoting which he had bought from an old farmhouse.
Meanwhile Marian stayed at an hotel, spending long hours every day with
Maddison, at his studio or shopping with him; watching the progress made
at “The Nest”; dining with him every night at various restaurants,
reveling in her luxurious freedom. But he soon tired of this vagabondish
life, which had not any novelty for him, and she discreetly made
pretense of sharing his desire for quiet and of rejoicing with him when
the day came for her installation in her new domain.
It was with a sense almost of nervousness that he dressed on the first
evening that she was to be his hostess. The night was dark though the
sky was full of stars; the air was keen and frosty. As he walked along,
the feeling of shyness grew stronger; it was almost as if he had been a
lover going forth to woo. How great a part of his life Marian had
become! It was not merely her beauty that he loved: there was so much of
refinement and, as he believed, such utter sincerity in her, that she
had caught firm hold of him. He must not hurt her by word or look or
deed.
The drawing room was empty when he entered it, and he glanced
impatiently at the clock, thinking that women are always late. He
stepped across toward her bedroom, but again the sense of shyness took
hold on him; he stopped. There seemed to him now to be something gross
about such familiarity. Then the door opened and Marian came quietly in,
radiantly lovely in a soft, clinging gown of dull crimson and
flame-color, a red chrysanthemum in her hair; a bright flush on her
cheeks, a look of glad welcome in her eyes.
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