The Piccinino, Volume 2 (of 2); The last of AldinisSand, George
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The Piccinino, Volume 2 (of 2); The last of Aldinis
Sand, George
French fiction -- Translations into English
"O my God!" he said in his heart, "forgive me; until this day I believed
myself to be a creature of some importance. I was proud, I abandoned
myself to self-love; and yet I was not loved. Not until to-day have I
really lived. I have received life, I have received a heart, I am a man!
But I shall never forget that of myself I am nothing, and that the
enthusiasm which possesses me, the strength which overflows within me,
the virtue of which I realize the full worth to-day, were born under
that woman's breath, and live in me only through her. O day of boundless
bliss! O sovereign tranquillity, ambition satisfied without selfishness
and without remorse! O blessed victory which leaves the heart modest and
overflowing with generous sentiments! Love is all this and more. How
kind Thou art, O God, not to have allowed me to divine it beforehand,
and how vastly this surprise enhances the ecstasy of a heart just coming
forth from its utter insignificance!"
He was about to walk slowly away when he saw a dark figure glide along
the wall and disappear among the branches. He drew back still farther
into the shadow to watch, and soon he recognized the Piccinino, as he
removed his cloak and tossed it over the wall, so that he might scale it
more readily.
All Michel's blood flowed back toward his heart. Was Carmelo expected?
Had the princess authorized him to come and confer with her, at any hour
of the night, and to introduce himself into her villa by any means he
might choose? It is true that there were important secrets between them,
and that, it being more natural, as he said, for him to travel as the
crow flies, scaling a wall by night was a natural method of procedure
for him. He had warned Agatha that he might ring the bell at the gate of
her flower-garden when she least expected him. But was it not unwise on
her part to give him permission? Who could be sure of the intentions of
such a man as the Piccinino? Agatha was alone; would she be imprudent
enough to admit him and listen to him? If she carried her confidence to
that point, Michel could not make up his mind to share it. Did she
realize that that man was in love with her, or that he pretended to be?
What had they said to each other in the flower-garden, while Michel and
the marquis looked on but could not hear?
Michel fell headlong from the sky to the earth. A violent paroxysm of
jealousy took possession of him, and, to delude himself, he tried to
make up his mind that he feared nothing but the danger of insult for the
lady of his thoughts. Was it not his duty to watch over her safety and
to protect her against the whole world?
He noiselessly opened the gate, the key of which he had retained as well
as that of the flower-garden, and glided into the park, resolved to
watch the enemy. But, after the Piccinino had agilely scaled the wall,
he could find no trace of him.
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