"Jim," said Roger, "this is no business for me to be in."
"It's a good business, Roger," protested Tibbetts mildly. "There's
nothing wrong with it. We've been running only two years. Look what
we've done. Look at our prospects. We're pretty well off already.
We'll be rich pretty soon. Why? Because Roger Payne comes pretty near
being a genius with machinery and Jim Tibbetts can beat most fellows
selling. It's too good to spoil, Roger."
"Two years," repeated Payne slowly. "Jim, it seems like a lifetime to
me, and it doesn't seem real. The other did--bridgebuilding,
irrigation, timber cruising. That was living."
"That was bumming, and you know it!" protested Tibbetts. "That was kid
stuff; it was your way of sowing your wild oats. How much money did
you have when it was over? How much have you got now, after only two
years of business? It was time-wasting, that's what it was, and you
know it."
"It was outdoors," said Payne.
They were silent for a while.
"Roger," said Tibbetts sorrowfully, "are you beginning to turn dreamer?"
"No," said Payne emphatically, "I'm waking up. I'm like a man who's
been asleep for the last two years. I'm just coming out of it. I'm
wide awake; and that's why I've come to see that this game and I don't
belong together. You said you'd noticed me ramping round like a man in
prison. That's right! Can you guess why? Well, just because of what
I tell you; I've come to myself, Jim, and I've got to get out."
"Why? Why have you got to get out?"
Roger Payne shook a hard brown fist at the gray-stone walls of the
other side of the clanging street.
"That's why, Jim. It's a prison--to me. Easy enough if you fit in it.
I don't. So I'm going to get out; and it's got to be now."
"But why, in the name of Sam, now? You're getting old, I'll admit.
Let's see, how long ago is it since I gave you that scarfpin for your
twenty-seventh birthday? Twenty-seven! Come out of it, Rog.
Fifty-seven is the proper age to begin dreaming about quitting
business."
"I know it. That's why I'm going to do it now, before the game gets
me. It gets everybody who stays in it. It would even get me. Then at
fifty-seven, as you say, I might quit and go outdoors and begin to
live--too late. Jim, did you ever see a more pitiful spectacle than a
natural-born outdoor man who's kept his nose on a desk for thirty years
and then realized his lifelong dream? Neither have I. He thinks he's
going to get out and start living then, but what he does is to begin to
die--from the shoulders up. No, sir!" The young man sprang to his
feet, flinging the swivel chair away with a kick. "I'm not going to be
trapped. I'd rather hike back to-morrow to that irrigation job out
West and boss Hunkies for Higgins than sit cooped up here day after day
and get rich."
"You--crazy young fool!" said Tibbetts affectionately.
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