The Poems and Prose of Ernest Dowson, With a Memoir by Arthur SymonsDowson, Ernest Christopher
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The Poems and Prose of Ernest Dowson, With a Memoir by Arthur Symons
Dowson, Ernest Christopher
Authors, English; English poetry
Iquique is not Paris; it is not even Valparaiso; but it is a city of
civilisation; and but two days' ride from the pestilential stew, where
we nursed our lives doggedly on quinine and hope, the ultimate hope of
evasion. The lives of most Englishmen yonder, who superintend works in
the interior, are held on the same tenure: you know them by a certain
savage, hungry look in their eyes. In the meantime, while they wait
for their luck, most of them are glad enough when business calls them
down for a day or two to Iquique. There are shops and streets, lit
streets through which blackeyed Senoritas pass in their lace mantilas;
there are _cafés_ too; and faro for those who reck of it; and bull
fights, and newspapers younger than six weeks; and in the harbour,
taking in their fill of nitrates, many ships, not to be considered
without envy, because they are coming, within a limit of days to
England. But Iquique had no charm for Michael Garth, and when one of
us must go, it was usually I, his subordinate, who being delegated,
congratulated myself on his indifference. Hard-earned dollars melted
at Iquique; and to Garth, life in Chili had long been solely a matter
of amassing them. So he stayed on, in the prickly heat of Agnas
Blancas, and grimly counted the days, and the money (although his
nature, I believe, was fundamentally generous, in his set
concentration of purpose, he had grown morbidly avaricious) which
should restore him to his beautiful mistress. Morose, reticent,
unsociable as he had become, he had still, I discovered by degrees, a
leaning towards the humanities, a nice taste, such as could only be
the result of much knowledge, in the fine things of literature. His
infinitesimal library, a few French novels, an Horace, and some well
thumbed volumes of the modern English poets in the familiar edition of
Tauchnitz, he put at my disposal, in return for a collection, somewhat
similar, although a little larger, of my own. In his rare moments of
amiability, he could talk on such matters with _verve_ and
originality: more usually he preferred to pursue with the bitterest
animosity an abstract fetish which he called his "luck." He was by
temperament an enraged pessimist; and I could believe, that he
seriously attributed to Providence, some quality inconceivably
malignant, directed in all things personally against himself. His
immense bitterness and his careful avarice, alike, I could explain,
and in a measure justify, when I came to understand that he had felt
the sharpest stings of poverty, and, moreover, was passionately in
love, in love _comme on ne l'est plus_. As to what his previous
resources had been, I knew nothing, nor why they had failed him; but I
gathered that the crisis had come, just when his life was complicated
by the sudden blossoming of an old friendship into love, in his case,
at least, to be complete and final. The girl too was poor; they were
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