The Power of Conscience, exemplified in the genuine and extraordinary confession of Thomas Bedworth: delivered to one of the principal officers of Newgate, the night before his execution on September 18, 1815, for the murder of Elizabeth Beesmore in Drury lane. Relating his horrible sufferings until compelled to surrender to public justice by the constant supernatural visitations of the murdered woman, and the frequent appearance of her apparition. From the original paper now in the possession oBedworth, Thomas
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The Power of Conscience, exemplified in the genuine and extraordinary confession of Thomas Bedworth: delivered to one of the principal officers of Newgate, the night before his execution on September 18, 1815, for the murder of Elizabeth Beesmore in Drury lane. Relating his horrible sufferings until compelled to surrender to public justice by the constant supernatural visitations of the murdered woman, and the frequent appearance of her apparition. From the original paper now in the possession o
Bedworth, Thomas
Bedworth, Thomas, 1764-1815 -- Trials, litigation, etc.; Beesmore, Elizabeth, -1815; Trials (Murder) -- England -- London
In a short time, however, the affairs of _John Beesmore_, the _husband_,
became unfavourable; he was out of employment, and he applied to his wife
to afford him pecuniary assistance from the earnings of _Bedworth_.
This, after some hesitation on her part, she complied with, and
_Bedworth_ made the discovery, that his little property was daily wasting
upon a man, whose neglected wife and child he had supported, whom she
herself had most solemnly renounced, and in whose fortunes or
misfortunes, she had sworn never to interest herself.
Here commenced a dreadful spirit of jealous bickering and hate between
the unhappy _Bedworth_ and _Elizabeth Beesmore_. Unable to endure the
insults offered to his feelings, by the renewed acquaintance of
_Beesmore_ and his wife, _Bedworth_ determined no longer to be the means
of her husband’s support. He abandoned the society of the deceased, and
took a private lodging. His heart was agonized, his mind distracted, and
_Elizabeth Beesmore_ discovered him in his retreat, in this state, and
visited him. She herself was in a very distressed condition—she renewed
her sentiments of affection towards him, and trusted he would yield her
some assistance. A multitude of conflicting thoughts now agitated his
mind at this meeting. It is difficult to say whether pity, jealousy, or
indignation, was most predominant. At length he took compassion on her.
She had some refreshment with him, he gave her some money, and she
departed.—Her renewed protestations of regard towards him, he considered
as the mere affectation of attachment: his mind became hourly more
unhappy, and he at length flew for relief to that source of treacherous
consolation, the _gin-shop_. For many days he remained in an unsettled
state of mind, neglecting his work, and occasionally visiting _Elizabeth
Beesmore_, in a state of intoxication.
On the 19th of _June_, he called on _Elizabeth Beesmore_, at an early
hour in the morning, but not much in liquor.—On this occasion she
received him not only with coolness, but contempt. She informed him,
tauntingly, that she was about to live again with her _lawful husband_,
and desired that he would not again come to disturb her, or the house in
which she was. He answered her coolly, that it was not his intention to
disturb _her_, he only wished to disturb _himself_, and would immediately
leave her, and proceed to the only enjoyment he had left, namely
_liquor_. He then took his leave, and, having drank to excess, retired
to his lodgings, and went to bed.
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