The Powers of Europe and Fall of SebastopolA British officer
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The Powers of Europe and Fall of Sebastopol
A British officer
Crimean War, 1853-1856; Europe -- History -- 1789-1900
night, they were informed that the battle should be given on the
next day. We found little comfort, however, in our night’s position;
for, as the darkness closed in, the rain fell in torrents, and was
accompanied by heavy thunder.
The soldiers themselves, although no temptation would have been
strong enough to have induced them to turn away from the morrow’s
battle, still could not but feel the solemnity of the hour.
Thousands of those who had bivouacked with them the preceding night,
in health and spirits, were now cold and lifeless on the field of
battle. The morrow’s action could not be less severe, and in such an
hour it was not in human nature to be entirely unmindful of home and
friends, whom it was more than probable we should never see again.
For my own part, my thoughts reverted to my dear parents, and I could
not but remember that, had I not disregarded their wishes, I should
now have been in safety with them. My disobedience appeared to me in
a very different light from what it had formerly done; but I resolved
to conceal my feelings from every one. I was just endeavoring to
compose myself to sleep, when my comrade spoke to me, saying that
it was deeply impressed on his mind that he should not survive the
morrow; and that he wished to make an arrangement with me, that if he
should die and I should survive, I should inform his friends of the
circumstances of his death, and that he would do the same for me, in
case he should be the survivor. We then exchanged the last letters we
had received from home, so that each should have the address of the
other’s parents. I endeavored to conceal my own feelings, and cheer
his, by reminding him that it was far better to die on the field of
glory than from fear; but he turned away from me, and, with a burst
of tears, that spoke the deep feelings of his heart, he said, “_My
mother!_” The familiar sound of this precious name, and the sight
of his sorrow, completely overcame my attempts at concealment, and
we wept together. Perhaps I may as well mention here, that we had
not been in the action twenty-five minutes when he was shot down
by my side. After my return to England, I visited his parents, and
informed them of the circumstances of his death; and I can assure
my readers that it was a painful task. We were not alone in our sad
feelings. The fierce contest of the elements, the discomforts of our
position, and the deep gloom which covered every object, all served
to deepen in every heart those feelings which, I venture to say, even
the bravest will experience in the stillness and silence of a night
preceding a battle.
With the early dawn of morning all the troops were in motion.
Wellington was to commence the action, while Blucher, with all his
army, with the exception of a single corps left to contend with
Marshal Grouchy, marched to support him.
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