British Columbia -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Revenge -- Fiction; Sawmills -- Fiction
If only George were back! That is what her heart said, for now she
hungered for him very bitterly, because she felt she would see him no
more. The little girl had gone so far on the burning path of
repentance. She _must_ see him no more: and what she saw in the
gloom was the glow of the Pit itself. She ran to the window and
looked down on the quiet world and the few shining lights of the
quiet city and the star-shine on the great river. But all these were
as nothing to her loneliness and her sudden fear and all the awful
threats of hell that came back to her in such an hour. She fell upon
her knees and tried to pray and found herself murmuring, "Tchorch,
dear Tchorch." He was coming back to her that night and was glad to
come back, for he had no notion, no adequate notion of what a bad man
he was. He loved the tenas klootchman, loved her far better,
perhaps, than the white woman who had scorned him because of dead
Lily's predecessors.
But Lily was now no more than a dead flower unremembered in some
spring garden. He was going back to Jenny.
She cried as she prayed to God and said "Tchorch!" George was the
little foolish woman's prayer, and it may be a good one. The name of
the Beloved is for ever a prayer, tillikum.
It was nearly ten o'clock when Sam looked in. He did not think Quin
would come now. It was late for the S.S. _Yosemite_.
"You all light, Missus?" he asked.
And she said that she was all right and Sam went away down to Wong's
shack for an hour's Fan-tan. He hoped to make a few dollars easily,
so that he could go back China-side and buy one "litty piecee waifo"
for himself so that he could have children to attend to his ashes and
his kindly paternal spirit.
But Jenny saw her spirit, her soul, her body, in the flames.
She must go back to Pete, and ask him to forgive her. He would beat
her badly, she knew, and he would tear her "dless" from her and speak
things of shame.
"I have shem," she said. She heard Sam go down the path singing a
high-pitched quavering Chinese song. When he was quite gone she
began to weep, and wept until she was ill. She stumbled blindly
round the room, and went into the bedroom and kissed things of
George's, and the very bed itself, and then went out into the
darkness. In that hour, the poor child forgot how beautifully she
was dressed. She stumbled in light shoes down the path, and as she
went she wished she were dead. For Pete would be cruel. He would
beat her and take her back.
"I'm very wicked," she said, weeping. George would be unhappy. She
turned with her empty arms outstretched to the hill above her, to the
empty house. George had been very good to her.
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