The Priest and the Acolyte: With an Introductory Protest by Stuart MasonBloxam, John Francis
Religion
The Priest and the Acolyte: With an Introductory Protest by Stuart Mason
Bloxam, John Francis
Catholic Church -- Clergy -- Sexual behavior -- Fiction; Homosexuality -- Fiction
“My darling, it is all over.” And he told him as gently as he could
all that lay before them.
The boy hid his face on his shoulder, crying softly.
“Can I do nothing for you, dear father?”
He was silent for a moment. “Yes, you can die for me; you can die with
me.”
The loving arms were about his neck once more, and the warm, loving
lips were kissing his own. “I will do any thing for you. O father, let
us die together!”
“Yes, my darling, it is best: we will.”
Then very quietly and very tenderly he prepared the little fellow for
his death; he heard his last confession and gave him his last
absolution. Then they knelt together, hand in hand, before the
crucifix.
“Pray for me, my darling.”
Then together their prayers silently ascended that the dear Lord would
have pity on the priest who had fallen in the terrible battle of
life. There they knelt till midnight, when Ronald took the lad in his
arms and carried him to the little chapel.
“I will say mass for the repose of our souls,” he said.
Over his night-shirt the child arrayed himself in his little scarlet
cassock and tiny lace cotta. He covered his naked feet with the
scarlet sanctuary shoes; he lighted the tapers and reverently helped
the priest to vest. Then before they left the vestry the priest took
him in his arms and held him pressed closely to his breast; he stroked
the soft hair and whispered cheeringly to him. The child was weeping
quietly, his slender frame trembling with the sobs he could scarcely
suppress. After a moment the tender embrace soothed him, and he raised
his beautiful mouth to the priest’s. Their lips were pressed together,
and their arms wrapped one another closely.
“Oh, my darling, my own sweet darling!” the priest whispered tenderly.
“We shall be together for ever soon; nothing shall separate us now,”
the child said.
“Yes, it is far better so; far better to be together in death than
apart in life.”
They knelt before the altar in the silent night, the glimmer of the
tapers lighting up the features of the crucifix with strange
distinctness. Never had the priest’s voice trembled with such
wonderful earnestness, never had the acolyte responded with such
devotion, as at this midnight Mass for the peace of their own
departing souls.
Just before the consecration the priest took a tiny phial from the
pocket of his cassock, blessed it, and poured the contents into the
chalice.
When the time came for him to receive from the chalice, he raised it
to his lips, but did not taste of it.
He administered the sacred wafer to the child, and then he took the
beautiful gold chalice, set with precious stones, in his hand; he
turned towards him; but when he saw the light in the beautiful face
he turned again to the crucifix with a low moan. For one instant his
courage failed him; then he turned to the little fellow again, and
held the chalice to his lips:
“_The Blood of our Lord Jesus Christ, which was shed for thee,
preserve thy body and soul unto everlasting life._”
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