London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Her smile was the kindest in the world, but it did not blind Hyacinth
to the fact that from his own point of view he had been extraordinarily
indiscreet. He believed a moment before that he would have been proof
against the strongest temptation to refer to the mysteries of his
lineage, inasmuch as, if made in a boastful spirit (and he had no
desire as yet to make it an exercise in humility), any such reference
would inevitably contain an element of the grotesque. He had never
opened his lips to any one about his birth (since the dreadful days
when the question was discussed, with Mr Vetch’s assistance, in Lomax
Place); never even to Paul Muniment, never to Millicent Henning nor to
Eustache Poupin. He had an impression that people had ideas about him,
and with some of Miss Henning’s he had been made acquainted: they were
of such a nature that he sometimes wondered whether the tie which
united him to her were not, on her own side, a secret determination to
satisfy her utmost curiosity before she had done with him. But he
flattered himself that he was impenetrable, and none the less he had
begun to swagger, idiotically, the first time a temptation (to call a
temptation) presented itself. He turned crimson as soon as he had
spoken, partly at the sudden image of what he had to swagger about, and
partly at the absurdity of a challenge having appeared to proceed from
the bashful gentlewoman before him. He hoped she didn’t particularly
regard what he had said (and indeed she gave no sign whatever of being
startled by his claim to a pedigree—she had too much quick delicacy for
that; she appeared to notice only the symptoms of confusion that
followed it), but as soon as possible he gave himself a lesson in
humility by remarking, “I gather that you spend most of your time among
the poor, and I am sure you carry blessings with you. But I frankly
confess that I don’t understand a lady giving herself up to people like
us when there is no obligation. Wretched company we must be, when there
is so much better to be had.”
“I like it very much—you don’t understand.”
“Precisely—that is what I say. Our little friend on the bed is
perpetually talking about your house, your family, your splendours,
your gardens and green-houses; they must be magnificent, of course—”
“Oh, I wish she wouldn’t; really, I wish she wouldn’t. It makes one
feel dreadfully!” Lady Aurora interposed, with vehemence.
“Ah, you had better give her her way; it’s such a pleasure to her.”
“Yes, more than to any of us!” sighed her ladyship, helplessly.
“Well, how can you leave all those beautiful things, to come and
breathe this beastly air, surround yourself with hideous images, and
associate with people whose smallest fault is that they are ignorant,
brutal and dirty? I don’t speak of the ladies here present,” Hyacinth
added, with the manner which most made Millicent Henning (who at once
admired and hated it) wonder where on earth he had got it.
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