Female friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
“Oh, it was a beautiful wedding--I was there!” said Sonia, in a
breathless endeavor to come naturally into the talk.
As she spoke she met Harold’s eyes, and thought that she discovered just
a shade of surprise in them. He only bowed, however, in assent to her
rather demonstrative expression of praise. Sonia felt at once that her
attendance at any wedding, particularly that one, was a thing that
grated on him. His presence there was, of course, a necessity; but the
odious taste of her going, out of pure curiosity, as it would appear to
him, to see this marriage, must add one more item to the evidence which
was rolling up against her. She was experiencing what was new to her--a
sensation of total inadequacy to the social demands of her surroundings.
“Harold, do you think you can possibly stay for the opening of the
Salon?” said Martha, presently, in another effort to make the
conversation go. This was a topic which she thought Sonia should be
interested in. Apparently she was right.
“I’m going to exhibit a picture,” said Sonia, quickly.
Sonia had thought only of recovering herself by talking naturally, and
this speech, as well as the last one, she regretted bitterly the moment
she had uttered it. Not only did it seem in bad taste to speak of her
exhibiting, when Martha was so far removed from such an honor, but it
might also make the impression that she thought that the fact might be
an inducement for him to stay for the Salon. It was maddening to have
him look at her again with polite interest, and express his
congratulations upon a fact of which she now felt heartily ashamed. How
he must despise her! What should she do?
“I wonder,” said Martha, at this point, in her clear, low voice, “if
Harold has ever seen that striking picture that hangs in your room,
Sonia. It is Watts’s ‘Hope,’ Harold. Do you know it?”
Harold answered that he did not, and Sonia’s sense of helpless misery
increased as she perceived that Martha was going to describe it. She bit
her tongue to keep from crying out as Martha proceeded to give the
following description:
“It is a woman’s figure lying on the globe in an attitude of fatigue and
dejection. The scantily draped form is beautiful, but not
youthful-looking, and the face, partly concealed by a bandage over the
eyes, is also beautiful, but lined with care and sorrow. In her hands
she holds an old lyre with every string broken except one. This one
string, frayed and worn and lax, she is striking with her thin, weak
fingers, and she is bending her dulled ears to try to catch the note.
When Sonia first showed it to me, and said that it was one of her
favorite pictures, I did not understand it. We have all been taught at
Etienne’s such a fine contempt for English art that I was disposed to
treat it lightly. I soon saw, however, the wonderful, tragic meaning in
the picture, and I quite long to see the original.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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