Female friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
When the model came back, and they began to work again, she felt that
she had become part of a wonderful experience. She had never seen the
princess talking to any one else, and, amazing and undeserved as the
tribute was, she could not be mistaken in thinking that the lovely lady
wished to know her, and perhaps to allow her the dear privilege of such
intercourse as their atelier life permitted. She never expected it to go
beyond that; but that was far more than anything she had imagined.
Across one corner of her canvas Martha’s name was scrawled in full, and
she knew that the princess must have seen it. She looked to see if there
was any signature upon the princess’s picture, and, as if interpreting
her thought, her neighbor, with a brilliant smile, dipped her brush in
vermilion, and wrote in a bold, strong hand the word “Sonia.” This name
(which Martha did not know to be the Russian abbreviation of Sophia)
seemed to the girl very odd and beautiful, and peculiarly appropriate to
its possessor.
II
Martha said nothing to her mother and sisters of her encounter with the
princess. She had a way of locking very close in her heart her most
personal and sacred feelings, and all that related to the princess was
sacred to her now. During her earlier years she had so often been
laughed at for an enthusiast that she had learned to keep back what she
felt most strongly; and for that very reason, perhaps, the intensity of
her feelings grew greater as she grew older. The enthusiasm of her life
was for her only brother, whom she worshiped with a blind idolatry of
the extent of which even he was unaware. There had been one or two other
divinities in her horizon, always second to Harold; but at this period
of her life she was suffering from a sense of disappointment in these
as, one after the other, they had come short of her ardent expectations.
She was now, therefore, in the exact state of mind to take on a new
object of worship. This the princess had become.
It was not surprising that Martha’s ideal had been so repeatedly
unrealized, for it was a difficult one. She had suffered acutely from
her former disappointments, and had even resolved never to pin her faith
and hope on another woman. But the princess was not to be resisted.
Martha felt that even if her goddess never spoke to her again, she was
worthy of all adoration.
As the young girl drove through the streets of Paris in the early
morning of the day following her brief interview with the princess, her
heart was very happy.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account