“This is too learned for me! I cannot follow you any more!”
I shall have to digress for a little. You will admit that a human being
is a puny, helpless thing in comparison to that tremendous outer world,
full of destructive agencies. Any primitive being who did not develop a
sufficiently strong “I” organisation, is subject to all these
“traumata.” Such a primitive being will achieve no more than just a
“blind” gratification of its urges, frequently to be destroyed in this
way.
The evolvement of an “I” is, most of all, a step towards insuring
maintenance of life. Destruction as such does not teach anything. But
after overcoming a trauma successfully, attention will be attracted by
similar situations and danger will be signalized by a fear affect—a
shortened reproduction of what was lived through during the trauma. This
reaction to approaching danger results in an attempt at flight, which is
maintained until sufficient strength is generated to oppose the danger
arising from the outer world in an active manner, perhaps even by taking
recourse to aggression.
“All this seems to be far, far different from what you promised me.”
You don’t realize how close I have already come to the fulfillment of my
promise to you. Even in such living beings who later on develop an
efficient “I” organisation, this “I” is quite weak in the years of
childhood and only slightly different from the “It.”
And now, I ask you to visualize what would happen in case this powerless
“I” is actuated by an urge arising from the “It”—an urge which the weak
“I” would like to resist, because it feels that a gratification of this
urge may involve danger, may result in a traumatic situation, a
collision with the outer world.
Alas, the weak “I” cannot sum up enough strength to resist.
Then what?
Then, the “I” deals with the danger, arising from an “It”-inspired urge,
in exactly the same way that an exterior danger would have to be faced.
The “I” makes an attempt at flight, deserting this specific part of the
“It” and leaving it to its fate. It refuses all such assistance as it
usually renders to urges arising from the “It.” We refer to such a case
as a repression of urges by the “I.”
For the time being, danger is thus parried, but to confound inner and
outer world is certain to invite punishment. Running away from oneself
is a thing that cannot be done! In a case of repression, the “I”
succumbs to the Pleasure Principle which it otherwise strives to
correct. Thus, it is the “I” upon which damage is inflicted in such
cases of repression. This damage consists of the “I” experiencing a
lasting restriction in its own sphere of rule. The repressed urge is now
isolated, left to itself, unapproachable, and cannot be influenced. The
repressed urge now goes its own way. Frequently, even after the “I” has
attained power, it proves impossible to release this repression. With
its synthesis disturbed, a part of the “It” remains forbidden ground to
the “I.”
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