The Prose Writings of Heinrich HeineHeine, Heinrich
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The Prose Writings of Heinrich Heine
Heine, Heinrich
Heine, Heinrich, 1797-1856 -- Translations into English
"It is true, Maria, I feel as confused almost as a boy at confessing to
you the happy love with which I was once infinitely blessed. That memory
is not yet lost to me, and to its cool shades my soul often flies, when
the burning dust and day's heat of life grow almost unbearable. Yet I am
not able to give you a just idea of her. She was such an ethereal
creature that she only seemed revealed to me in dreams. I think that
you, Maria, have no vulgar prejudice against dreams; those nightly
visions have, in truth, as much reality as the coarser shapes of day,
which we can touch with our hands, and by which we are not seldom
besmutched. Yes, it was in a dream that I knew that sweet being who has
made me most happy on earth. I can say little of her outward appearance.
I am not able to describe the form of her features with precision. It
was a face that I had never seen before, and that I have never in my
life seen since. So much I remember; it was not white and rosy, but all
of one colour--a soft, reddened, pale-yellow, transparent as crystal.
The charm of this face was not in firm regularity of beauty, nor in
interesting vivacity; its characteristic was, rather, a charming,
enrapturing, almost terrible veracity. It was a face full of conscious
fire and gracious goodness; it was more a soul than a face, and on that
account I have never been able to make her outward form quite present to
myself. The eyes were soft as flowers, the lips rather pale, but
charmingly arched. She wore a silk dressing-gown of a corn-flour blue
colour, and in that consisted her entire clothing; neck and feet were
naked, and through the thin delicate garment now and then peeped
stealthily the slender tenderness of the limbs. Nor can I make plain the
words we said to one another; I only know that we betrothed each other,
and that we chatted with one another, gay and familiar and open-hearted,
like bridegroom and bride, almost like brother and sister. Often we left
off talking, and gazed into each other's eyes; we spent whole eternities
so. What waked me I cannot say, but I revelled for a long time in the
after-feeling of these love-blisses. I was long, as it were, intoxicated
with ineffable delight, the pining depth of my heart was filled with
bliss, a hitherto unknown joy seemed poured over all my emotions, and I
remained glad and joyful, though I never saw the beloved form in my
dreams again. But had I not enjoyed whole eternities in her gaze? and
she knew me too well not to be aware that I do not like repetitions."
"Truly," exclaimed Maria, "you are an _homme à bonne fortune_. But, tell
me, was Mademoiselle Laurence a marble statue or a painting--was she
dead or a dream?"
"Perhaps she was all these together," answered Maximilian, very
earnestly.
"I can imagine, dear friend, that this sweetheart was of very doubtful
character. And when will you tell me the history?"
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