The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
It happened when Miss Mary was twenty-three years old, that Mr Lindley
was very ill. The family was exceedingly poor at the time, such a lot
of money was needed, so little was forthcoming. Neither Miss Mary nor
Miss Louisa had suitors. What chance had they? They met no eligible
young men in Aldecross. And what they earned was a mere drop in a void.
The girls’ hearts were chilled and hardened with fear of this
perpetual, cold penury, this narrow struggle, this horrible nothingness
of their lives.
A clergyman had to be found for the church work. It so happened the son
of an old friend of Mr Lindley’s was waiting three months before taking
up his duties. He would come and officiate, for nothing. The young
clergyman was keenly expected. He was not more than twenty-seven, a
Master of Arts of Oxford, had written his thesis on Roman Law. He came
of an old Cambridgeshire family, had some private means, was going to
take a church in Northamptonshire with a good stipend, and was not
married. Mrs Lindley incurred new debts, and scarcely regretted her
husband’s illness.
But when Mr Massy came, there was a shock of disappointment in the
house. They had expected a young man with a pipe and a deep voice, but
with better manners than Sidney, the eldest of the Lindleys. There
arrived instead a small, chétif man, scarcely larger than a boy of
twelve, spectacled, timid in the extreme, without a word to utter at
first; yet with a certain inhuman self-sureness.
“What a little abortion!” was Mrs Lindley’s exclamation to herself on
first seeing him, in his buttoned-up clerical coat. And for the first
time for many days, she was profoundly thankful to God that all her
children were decent specimens.
He had not normal powers of perception. They soon saw that he lacked
the full range of human feelings, but had rather a strong,
philosophical mind, from which he lived. His body was almost
unthinkable, in intellect he was something definite. The conversation
at once took a balanced, abstract tone when he participated. There was
no spontaneous exclamation, no violent assertion or expression of
personal conviction, but all cold, reasonable assertion. This was very
hard on Mrs Lindley. The little man would look at her, after one of her
pronouncements, and then give, in his thin voice, his own calculated
version, so that she felt as if she were tumbling into thin air through
a hole in the flimsy floor on which their conversation stood. It was
she who felt a fool. Soon she was reduced to a hardy silence.
Still, at the back of her mind, she remembered that he was an
unattached gentleman, who would shortly have an income altogether of
six or seven hundred a year. What did the man matter, if there were
pecuniary ease! The man was a trifle thrown in. After twenty-two years
her sentimentality was ground away, and only the millstone of poverty
mattered to her. So she supported the little man as a representative of
a decent income.
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