The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
His most irritating habit was that of a sneering little giggle, all on
his own, which came when he perceived or related some illogical
absurdity on the part of another person. It was the only form of humour
he had. Stupidity in thinking seemed to him exquisitely funny. But any
novel was unintelligibly meaningless and dull, and to an Irish sort of
humour he listened curiously, examining it like mathematics, or else
simply not hearing. In normal human relationship he was not there.
Quite unable to take part in simple everyday talk, he padded silently
round the house, or sat in the dining-room looking nervously from side
to side, always apart in a cold, rarefied little world of his own.
Sometimes he made an ironic remark, that did not seem humanly relevant,
or he gave his little laugh, like a sneer. He had to defend himself and
his own insufficiency. And he answered questions grudgingly, with a yes
or no, because he did not see their import and was nervous. It seemed
to Miss Louisa he scarcely distinguished one person from another, but
that he liked to be near her, or to Miss Mary, for some sort of contact
which stimulated him unknown.
Apart from all this, he was the most admirable workman. He was
unremittingly shy, but perfect in his sense of duty: as far as he could
conceive Christianity, he was a perfect Christian. Nothing that he
realized he could do for anyone did he leave undone, although he was so
incapable of coming into contact with another being, that he could not
proffer help. Now he attended assiduously to the sick man, investigated
all the affairs of the parish or the church which Mr Lindley had in
control, straightened out accounts, made lists of the sick and needy,
padded round with help and to see what he could do. He heard of Mrs
Lindley’s anxiety about her sons, and began to investigate means of
sending them to Cambridge. His kindness almost frightened Miss Mary.
She honoured it so, and yet she shrank from it. For, in it all Mr Massy
seemed to have no sense of any person, any human being whom he was
helping: he only realized a kind of mathematical working out, solving
of given situations, a calculated well-doing. And it was as if he had
accepted the Christian tenets as axioms. His religion consisted in what
his scrupulous, abstract mind approved of.
Seeing his acts, Miss Mary must respect and honour him. In consequence
she must serve him. To this she had to force herself, shuddering and
yet desirous, but he did not perceive it. She accompanied him on his
visiting in the parish, and whilst she was cold with admiration for
him, often she was touched with pity for the little padding figure with
bent shoulders, buttoned up to the chin in his overcoat. She was a
handsome, calm girl, tall, with a beautiful repose. Her clothes were
poor, and she wore a black silk scarf, having no furs. But she was a
lady. As the people saw her walking down Aldecross beside Mr Massy,
they said:
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